I can easily get scripted whatever I want at this point; esp. if it me TRYING to come off the benzo.
so, what do you think I should do from here? get the script for diazepam rather than alprazolam that I am on now? I am actually going to TRY and not take a damn thing tonight and just see how I feel in the morning; if I wake up feeling a bit "rough" I will just take a .5MG in the AM and go from there; last night I took my .5MG around 11PM and now its 1AM and still feeling fine, so lets see how it plays out.
to me .5/1MG is such a small dosage but they say its NOT and to be careful. well, I am in no rush to get off but at the same time I do NOT want to be addicted, once again, and have the hassle of having a benzo in my life daily. you would think me, being the addict that I am, would celebrate w/ open arms, but I do not want to take the risk of having this benzo in my arms/hands. benzos NEVER made me feel "good" like other drugs have, so why even bother and risk seizures and what not, ya know!!?
lets see how tonight go but so far, so good (yes, the whole 2 hours its been, lol).