I meant you're taking this life too seriously, blaming God for your misfortunes, etc. When it's just you, playing with yourself, playing hide and seek with yourself, being a sovereign being. You can ask God for approval and advice before you go down to a life on earth, but you don't always heed it, and have the freedom to do what you want.
I'm not sure why you think I take life too seriously. I guess that I try to respond with logic and thought to your statements. I'm unsure how else to approach what you write. Its either I dismiss them entirely, or try and find something to discuss in them. I would rather dismiss them to be honest because discussing them is difficult and draining, but you seem to want to and so I try and be courteous.
But, anyway, I don't blame god for anything, anymore then I blame Santa Claus. I don't believe in your style of god, which I've said time and time again. Any statement you make to me about god needs that fact mentioned. The god I disbelieve is the judeo-christian god, the Abrahamic tyrant, the pretend cosmic friend. The personal god who cares about our lives. I don't see any demonstration of the standard facts of the Abrahamic god. Perhaps it is dead? Or not, it makes no difference to the impact it has on this world- that I can see.
Hahah. Up on the higher levels we're laughing at the kind of posts we're making here. Not to mention any animosity there can be between us. It's a lot like children playing a theatre play. Only we're not aware of that when we're playing.
Again, your statement might be true. They might be laughing at us. I'm not sure how you can know this, but whatevs. Lets pretend you are right. Would it be fair to laugh back at them? Aren't they meant to be powerful, supernatural entities? For all their power, they cannot even convince the majority of us that they exist. There is something amusing in this insistence on supernatural power when they seem incapable of doing anything of note here on earth. They are as amusing as the pre-literate child who claims to be able to read and spends some time pretending to do so.
My point is that all these gods and deities seem so powerless. They have no prescence on earth that can be detected by non-believers. Makes me think they are irrelevant- or absent. It makes no difference which though; the end result is the same.
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Hmm. I see why you think I take "life" too seriously. I respond to your fantasies and actually try to discuss them with you, as do many here in decreasing numbers, but you refuse to engage in that sense. You want to just tell us all stuff in your life, you don't want to know what we think, so any response to you is unwelcome and you clearly demonstrate that.