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Bluelighter
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Thanks for the reply TPD
Ah, yes disassociatives.. that's been a while. They have been sorely (?) missed. But as I am getting old (haha I stand to turn a whopping 30 later this summer) and falling out of the loop I no longer have access. Honestly most connections I had never cared much for these sorts of things and never had them at any reasonable prices. And Im not too sure I want to stomach a bunch of dxm-only cough syrup again - haha?
What about the mxe/pcp/pce derivatives? Do you know if they activate similar receptors / have the same usefulness in treating depression as ketamine?
Thanks for the article. I follow MAPS (Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies - or something of the sort) and I am so elated to see that this sort of research is making a come back. Psychedelics have helped me tremendously over the years and I hope that some day soon they will be able to help the general public.
I am happy to report that I have made it past the first stage for the grant I applied to for my business. I pitch on tuesday.
Unfortunately my studies have taken a backseat to this but say la vie.
I went slightly beyond normal this week with drinking - why? im not sure; habit likely and idle time being the devils playground and such.
But thanks to exercise and proper diet I bounced back ok.
And I am happy to report that as I continue down the path - straying here and there as I may - my outlook on life is improving significantly.
I feel like Im actually happy for the first time in years. Along with this comes other emotions - besides merely anger and frustration - but meditation has taught me that these are ok too. Experience them,understand them and let go, dont hold on.
Last night was particularly sad. I got word that a dear friend committed suicide.
Unfortunately I didnt know her for long (but a few years) and we werent close in the sense that we hung out often (as she recently moved across the country) but we were able to talk openly about difficult experiences. She had helped me through troubled times and I her.
She reached out to me (and others) last week regarding her woes but alas there was nothing anyone could say. *sigh*
She was a truly beautiful person, inside and out, and I will always cherish the times we spent together.
Wherever she may be now, I wish her peace.
Ah, yes disassociatives.. that's been a while. They have been sorely (?) missed. But as I am getting old (haha I stand to turn a whopping 30 later this summer) and falling out of the loop I no longer have access. Honestly most connections I had never cared much for these sorts of things and never had them at any reasonable prices. And Im not too sure I want to stomach a bunch of dxm-only cough syrup again - haha?
What about the mxe/pcp/pce derivatives? Do you know if they activate similar receptors / have the same usefulness in treating depression as ketamine?
Thanks for the article. I follow MAPS (Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies - or something of the sort) and I am so elated to see that this sort of research is making a come back. Psychedelics have helped me tremendously over the years and I hope that some day soon they will be able to help the general public.
I am happy to report that I have made it past the first stage for the grant I applied to for my business. I pitch on tuesday.
Unfortunately my studies have taken a backseat to this but say la vie.
I went slightly beyond normal this week with drinking - why? im not sure; habit likely and idle time being the devils playground and such.
But thanks to exercise and proper diet I bounced back ok.
And I am happy to report that as I continue down the path - straying here and there as I may - my outlook on life is improving significantly.
I feel like Im actually happy for the first time in years. Along with this comes other emotions - besides merely anger and frustration - but meditation has taught me that these are ok too. Experience them,understand them and let go, dont hold on.
Last night was particularly sad. I got word that a dear friend committed suicide.
Unfortunately I didnt know her for long (but a few years) and we werent close in the sense that we hung out often (as she recently moved across the country) but we were able to talk openly about difficult experiences. She had helped me through troubled times and I her.
She reached out to me (and others) last week regarding her woes but alas there was nothing anyone could say. *sigh*
She was a truly beautiful person, inside and out, and I will always cherish the times we spent together.
Wherever she may be now, I wish her peace.