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^Good job, Scaggie, keep moving forward.
Funny, reading this thread & NSASDD heroin thread is about the same lol.
 
pally pete said:
You can do it. What I read somewhere (And I know this may sound a bit ridiculous) But it helped put things into perspective and gave me a bit of a chuckle when I kept saying it to myself, was that during harsh withdrawals remind yourself what your feeling is labour pains, as you are giving birth to a new you.

Like I said it may sound completely ridiculous and a bit cheesy, and tbh soundbites never really carried much weight for me, but for some reason, this one did help me through.
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That's an interesting analogy actually. I will definitely keep it in mind, thanks.
Well, I gave in. I called him up and did a really big short of heroin and coke :( I felt so guilty afterwards I immediately flushed the rest down the toilet...I don't even care about the big waste of money though, I'm just hoping this means it won't set me back too much. Not proud of myself :(

Mr.Scagnattie said:
3rd day without shooting any coke. Booyah. %)

*pats self on the shoulder*
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Yesss! Happy for you :D
 
12.5mg diazepam and 1.5mg clonazepam. Shot of boy when I got up, but then shot of much better quality dope about an hour ago. As for the benzos, dosed the valium in the AM, took a nap, and then after my most recent shot of heroin dosed the clonazepam. Going over to this cute girl's house to hangout and I'm so stoned! (weed, benzos, and dopiates) ;) I hope I don't nod!

I've been taking a lot of benzos the past few days, but FUCK IT it's helping me taper off the IV dope/Hell. I have some left, but I wish I had the money to stock the fuck up on some diazepam. Diaz is my favorite benzodiazepine. It's a close match with temazepam, but it's not a benzo you can use in any situation because of it's hypnotic effects. Might grab some Adderall in trade of my Neurontin. Whatever though, I get an excess amount of gabapnentin prescribed.

I need to get on the road to this girl's place! She's making it clear I'm going to get treated well ;) Later guize! Love y'all
 
laCster said:
Ahhh I'm sorry douggie fresh! I know how you feel, when I'm in withdrawal I wish I could just sleep the day away. Something I do quite well with the aide of a depressing anti histamine like trazadone or hydroxyzine, except when I'm in withdrawal the fucking RLS fucking fucks me so hard I can't even try to fall asleep, bleh I never knew how had RLS sucked until I actually experienced it. Oh yah and not to mention the cramps and not being able to get comfortAblechanging positions every minute . Sleep is the worst part of withdrawal, well withdrawal just sucks.

I'd try for some dxm instead of tramadol or some kratom. I like kratom better than trams, maybe order some for occasions like these?
Going to go lift weights and do cardio in an hour, I need to work out. I feel a little out of it, not sure if it was because I had to much caffeine or that I'm actually feeling sick. Not in withdrawal because I had a little bupre this mornin so I know its not that...
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Like I said, I don't feel sick lol...I just feel shitty and am hurting a bit more. I went through the entire month long buprenorphine w/d (and week long w/d of 4mg clonazepam concurrently) with nothing but seroquel (which wouldn't put me to sleep; I was taking 600mg of that shit at night by the time it was all said and done)/DXM. And they were making me take fucking effexor at the same time which just made things worse lol...Trazodone isn't an anti-histamine, it's an anti-cholinergic drug, so it does still have the RLS side effect.

edit: there's a reason I'm taking 300mg lol.
 
Just plugged probably ~0.75mg of bupre, hoping to feel good soon. I hate the long onset time.

What's going on with everyone tonight ?
 
Lurking BL...ready for my cash to come in tomorrow, so I can start getting some nice sleep...
 
Ah sleep. I think bupre fucks up my REM. I wake up multiple times some nights but always pass right back asleep.
 
Had to clean the house today and get off my lazy rear end! Felt good but I took 20mg of Adderall IR with my OC20's and had an extremely euphoric feeling, although my mouth was dry as hell :/ couldn't keep up with hydration. Took my nightly OC20 with 1mg of Klonopin and 7.5mg of Hydrocodone and I feel abnormally excellent, I feel super talkative, like I just want to relax and chat, feels like when I was new to Oxy...its also dulling my pain into oblivion...weird Im used to these doses too! I wish I could have this much pain relief and euphoria normally!
 
OMFG i wish i was this high right now..... damn the good days :( if you have not seen my epic posting you are missing out on a realy treat ;)

http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/...raveleed-thoghgout-the-spaces-and-tmes/page38

i neeed some time to sober tup

ggoood lpordty i haver to close one eye nd i have teraveleed thoghgout the spaces and tmes and eygytrpe woahawoohaowohwoaowhohwa this day has ebeenefuckink awesomr i just want to come down lolololkl,

at a [point i thoguitht

tooo mjcuh MXE jesususs her this shit gonnna end i ottta eat dinner koo.9olol0ool0ooo

wjem i c;pse ,my yees i see the flooor stairing back at mer
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my day is made! i love myself <3 and all of you <3



FACKKKKKK
i want some mxe.... now!!!
 
Threw an Adderall 30 XR in the mix for the hell of it. My friends need me to get them boy, which means I get some. Just got brand new rigs too. #Winning

EDIT: @laCCy how do you get temazepam prescribed when you have history of substance abuse, did the doc say anything about it?
 
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nope you need them girl rocks and boi to be winning...

WHAT THE FUCK!?!? a box of raisins only has 90 calories?? zomfg ...they better be ice and squishy and not all crusty like the cheapo rainsins. gross.. sun-maid raisins all the way..

i love hot sauce so much i use it to masturbate. makes porn so hot... (original joke)
 
laCster said:
nope you need them girl rocks and boi to be winning...

WHAT THE FUCK!?!? a box of raisins only has 90 calories?? zomfg ...they better be ice and squishy and not all crusty like the cheapo rainsins. gross.. sun-maid raisins all the way..

i love hot sauce so much i use it to masturbate. makes porn so hot... (original joke)
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You fucking joke stealing dirty bastard.
 
You acting a fool. lol.

I'm totally getting that MXE soon though. Hopefully in a day or two I can make the move...
 
This Adderall, strong weeds, and 150mg shot of boy has me in a strange, spacey state. Just had sex with a "friend-of-benefits" and just couldn't get off, I know the dope is playing a role in that and most likely the stim.

Lac, rocks of the Hank and Girl are always a win haha. My buddy supplied that cocktail the other night. Needless to say, we raged.

How is everyone in BEE DEE DEE?

EDIT: FUCK, MAD JEALOUS OF MXE TOO
 
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