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ruraltiger

ruraltiger

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So last night I took probably around 200mg of MDMA orally. It was a group of 5 of us and everyone else had a pretty good time.

However, my experience was very strange compared to the other 3 times I've ever done it. I sat chatting to others for a good while and then felt a little something, a bit like coming up. It felt floaty and nice but nowhere near the usual euphoric state I get into. In contrast to the usual, very chatty state I get into, I was very withdrawn giving one word answers and just listening to everyone else. I took mine around an hour after everyone else so I'm guessing this next effect happened around an hour and a half after ingesting it as it was not too long before others' comedowns. It felt nothing like a comedown as it was nowhere near as significant or slow as usual. I suddenly bawled my eyes out for a good hour and started getting dark thoughts... I had hallucinations (like I usually do) but this time they included a scream mask charging at me a bit like a dementor, for example. There isn't really anything repressed in my mind that I could be upset about.

This morning most of the dark thoughts have gone but I still feel very low. Other than that I don't really feel anything that I would do the following day (I feel hungry, skin to skin contact which usually feels especially nice just feels normal to me).

I am very curious as to what this could be. I took it 2 and a half weeks ago so could it be that my serotonin hasn't sorted itself out yet? Another thought is that maybe I didn't take enough?
 
How long did you wait between experiences? Remember, tolerance builds up really quickly. It is advised to wait at least a month between rolls. Your serotonin should replenish within a week or so but the point is to make your body forget of the experience as much as possible. :)
 
When you say this was (tested) do you mean with a marquis reagent test kit?
 
In all honesty I'd say you took too much then. Things can get a little more freaky on higher doses of MDMA.
 
the same thing happend to me its because 1 either anxiety and you just didnt let go or 2. i think its because you roll'd 2 weeks ago you should wait atleast 1-2 months before every roll if you want to get that feeling without doing more mdma ;)
 
ruraltiger said:
I've taken about 300-350mg before and been really good though...
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All at once? Dropping anything above 150mg all at once can lead to sketchy feelings if the setting isn't right. Did you find the setting uncomfortable? Maybe a friend was giving bad vibes or something happened?
 
I didn't feel able to let go so this could have been responsible... Not that I didn't want to, I just couldn't. And I'm definitely comfortable with all of the people I was with, I've taken it with 3 out of 4 of the people before. And the 300 was a previous time and I was fine, last night just seemed such a surprise to me, I didn't realise it could have that effect on me.
 
ruraltiger said:
I didn't feel able to let go so this could have been responsible... Not that I didn't want to, I just couldn't. And I'm definitely comfortable with all of the people I was with, I've taken it with 3 out of 4 of the people before. And the 300 was a previous time and I was fine, last night just seemed such a surprise to me, I didn't realise it could have that effect on me.
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It is still a psychedelic and it can go wrong, despite being unlikely. Sounds like the problem was you didn't let go.
 
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