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My favorite part was cleaning the men’s bathroom after a long day of drunks and my riggs waiting for me at home. So choice as you can imagine. We had excellent security guys ready to jump to the rescue, so I felt safe always. It’s just those dickheads out there that ruin your mood etc. I did readily let a sexy old regular feel my boobies when he came in with a big smile on my face and all the attention he needed, because he was a very excellent tipper. And very respectful just old and lonely.
Our DJ had an 11 inch cock tho! Not exaggerating. We were friends and still are. I wasn’t attracted to him like that, but I had to take it for a whirl. Curiosity is my nature. He had to position me just so on pillows, and guess what? I’m a cerebral chemistry sexual, so it was just fair.🍆😂
 
Our DJ had an 11 inch cock tho! Not exaggerating. We were friends and still are. I wasn’t attracted to him like that, but I had to take it for a whirl. Curiosity is my nature. He had to position me just so on pillows, and guess what? I’m a cerebral chemistry sexual, so it was just fair.🍆😂
I don’t know what that means lol
 
Sometimes I hold the phone to my ear and don’t watch the video at all. I’m eccentric. One more thing that surprised me and I laughed pretty hard at was catching up with my adult daughter during a drive, she had a new love, and is a healthy sexual being just like her mama. Our conversation entered into our sex lives, and some how porn enters the talk. When I was telling her all about my favorite gal, she literally rolled her eyes and said Of course I know Nadia, doesn’t everyone?! Bahaha! None of my apples fell too far. Lol
 
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I don’t know what that means lol
Regarding what? The giant penis comment?, I have long standing undiagnosed professionally ADD, but I have been diagnosed by my kids, coworkers, homies since always and self treated with stimulants. My brain moves warped speed fast and I lose myself on the regular. Haha! Where did I lose you?
 
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Nah I understand the giant penis bit(I got one)
Cerebral chemistry sexual threw me
I was confused too, because your question linked to the cock comment. My sexual attraction is mostly mental with the chemical attraction happening as well. I’m a head case in more ways than one! 🤪
 
Hey everybody sorry I’ve been MIA for a few days. Had my daughters first birthday rager and halfway thru my 2nd pregnancy so I’ve been hella tired and sore from trying to get things organized and ready around the house for baby #2. Also I’ve decided to let this one’s gender be a surprise lol.
 
Congrats on the second bambino.

It's good that you got out but it seems that there is a bit of a crisis at the moment, 4 or so performers this year have died and one is in a critical state after an OD. I saw some of the big names speaking about it, Sasha Gray being the one I remember as she was the one in the meme pictures. But she had a pretty bad time of it.

For her it was about losing touch with her family and all that. Do you get on with your family? Did you have contact with them during your time working in that industry and how did they feel? It seems that there are differing stories, between people being supportive and then performers being shunned. But also there are people who felt like they were being exploited by their families or at least some members duento their success. Are you able to talk about your relationship with your family? Sorry if it's been asked.

Also did you ever meet Corey Feldman? I know you spoke of the other Corey who died tragically. But Feldman was very open and critical about Hollyweird some years back and was supposedly making a documentary, dunno if he ever did. There's one out on Netflix about porn hub too and some scandals about that which I'm gonna watch - have you seen it?

BTW I hope the pill dealer wasn't that bald English twat who has the true crime podcast lol. You might know who I mean as he got a lot of clout talking about the epstein stuff but he supposedly ran a big "ecstasy ring" as he puts it, bringing in ecstasy pills and based in Arizona, did quite a bit of time in the states although he's a right bellend and changes his story a lot.
I get along great with my family. When everyone found out I did porn, shit kinda hit the fan for like a year tho. My grandparents who primarily raised me never turned their backs on me. My mom did for less than a year, but we quickly got things right. My dad’s step father posted one of my videos on his company page with the comment “god gives us children we deserve” (LMFAO) and there was one distant male cousin that hit me up kinda trying to hit on me, which was weird. Other than that, everyone is super proud of me for getting off drugs and outta the sex industry and pleasantly surprised that I’m such a good mom.
 
Have you ever considered pursuing a career in traditional acting, or music? Cause your raps definitely slap, and yeah I'm sure acting comes natural. I believe that would definitely be a possibility for you. Now that you're settled down, are you wary to even get in those circles again?

And this is kind of a more selfish question, sorry if I sound like a chud, but uh, I actually have done acting myself (horror movies, theater when I was younger) and have a shit load of music material and talent, but have only been able to release a demo in a band I was in, and my single that I released on YouTube and streaming platforms. Or course they didn't really go anywhere because I just don't have any kind of.promotional access, a manager, and my life circumstances. Also a shit lot of the social media promotion stuff is scams and bots and bs.

You're probably the most "famous" person I actually know (online anyway)... So I was wondering if you still had any contacts in those fields and could hook a brotha up 😭😓🤔 Everyone thats heard my music generally has a good response to it, I just don't know how to go about actually getting it out there in these days social media era. Not like I can just email a label, most of them don't even allow submissions.

I was also just wondering if you had any advice for me on making any progress on that? It's frustrating when you have no money or connections but you have a lot of stuff you could be doing.
Congrats on the second bambino.

It's good that you got out but it seems that there is a bit of a crisis at the moment, 4 or so performers this year have died and one is in a critical state after an OD. I saw some of the big names speaking about it, Sasha Gray being the one I remember as she was the one in the meme pictures. But she had a pretty bad time of it.

For her it was about losing touch with her family and all that. Do you get on with your family? Did you have contact with them during your time working in that industry and how did they feel? It seems that there are differing stories, between people being supportive and then performers being shunned. But also there are people who felt like they were being exploited by their families or at least some members duento their success. Are you able to talk about your relationship with your family? Sorry if it's been asked.

Also did you ever meet Corey Feldman? I know you spoke of the other Corey who died tragically. But Feldman was very open and critical about Hollyweird some years back and was supposedly making a documentary, dunno if he ever did. There's one out on Netflix about porn hub too and some scandals about that which I'm gonna watch - have you seen it?

BTW I hope the pill dealer wasn't that bald English twat who has the true crime podcast lol. You might know who I mean as he got a lot of clout talking about the epstein stuff but he supposedly ran a big "ecstasy ring" as he puts it, bringing in ecstasy pills and based in Arizona, did quite a bit of time in the states although he's a right bellend and changes his story a lot.
And I met the alive Corey, Feldman. Corey Haimes is the one who passed away.
 
Have you ever considered pursuing a career in traditional acting, or music? Cause your raps definitely slap, and yeah I'm sure acting comes natural. I believe that would definitely be a possibility for you. Now that you're settled down, are you wary to even get in those circles again?

And this is kind of a more selfish question, sorry if I sound like a chud, but uh, I actually have done acting myself (horror movies, theater when I was younger) and have a shit load of music material and talent, but have only been able to release a demo in a band I was in, and my single that I released on YouTube and streaming platforms. Or course they didn't really go anywhere because I just don't have any kind of.promotional access, a manager, and my life circumstances. Also a shit lot of the social media promotion stuff is scams and bots and bs.

You're probably the most "famous" person I actually know (online anyway)... So I was wondering if you still had any contacts in those fields and could hook a brotha up 😭😓🤔 Everyone thats heard my music generally has a good response to it, I just don't know how to go about actually getting it out there in these days social media era. Not like I can just email a label, most of them don't even allow submissions.

I was also just wondering if you had any advice for me on making any progress on that? It's frustrating when you have no money or connections but you have a lot of stuff you could be doing.
Awh thank you for the comment on my bars lol. My man is always trying to push me to get more serious about music which would be badass except it’s just hard with having a lil one.
 
My dad’s step father posted one of my videos on his company page with the comment “god gives us children we deserve”

Was it a porn video and was he being serious?
 
I get along great with my family. When everyone found out I did porn, shit kinda hit the fan for like a year tho. My grandparents who primarily raised me never turned their backs on me. My mom did for less than a year, but we quickly got things right. My dad’s step father posted one of my videos on his company page with the comment “god gives us children we deserve” (LMFAO) and there was one distant male cousin that hit me up kinda trying to hit on me, which was weird. Other than that, everyone is super proud of me for getting off drugs and outta the sex industry and pleasantly surprised that I’m such a good mom.
Let me correct that, my dad’s former step-father posted a video of mine on my dad’s company Facebook page saying “god gives us children we deserve” lmao kinda funny tbh
 
Yeah I mean as long as the room was laughing too. Because you know some guy is going to take it as a bad thing and ruin the joyous moment.

I'm sure that office popped off
 
You sound like you’ve had an interesting life OP. I’ve been enjoying reading your recollections of it

There was another Bluelighter who worked in the adult film industry, “Alexis Grace”, I never interacted with her but she was around here for a bit. She passed away at a young age, sad ☹️
 
You sound like you’ve had an interesting life OP. I’ve been enjoying reading your recollections of it

There was another Bluelighter who worked in the adult film industry, “Alexis Grace”, I never interacted with her but she was around here for a bit. She passed away at a young age, sad ☹️
Hm. I don’t recognize her. Sad she passed away so young. Poor girl.
 
Would you recommend it to a 18 year old?
 
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