washingtonbound
Bluelighter
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- Aug 19, 2013
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I was thinking about this today because it?s something that?s frustrated me as I?ve tried to incorporate my trips into day to day life. When I first took LSD; I did so with the hopes that I would get a lot of insight from it. And over the course of the last few years that has been my goal with pysch use, to probe my consciousness.
I had a similar experience to many others of seeing my ego ripped apart from me as well noticing the triviality of many things that I?d not realized before. Tripping always made more mindful and I could see how puny and insignificant my ego driven hang ups really were. It?s hard to put these kind of experiences into words but I know many people are sure of what I?m talking about here. Basically I?d achieve what I felt to be a more awakened state during and maybe briefly after a trip; but once day to day life started again my internal strife would continue to wear me down. I?ve not been able to learn to stay in the moment despite these experiences.
Anyone have methods they use in applying useful aspects of trips in their life?
I had a similar experience to many others of seeing my ego ripped apart from me as well noticing the triviality of many things that I?d not realized before. Tripping always made more mindful and I could see how puny and insignificant my ego driven hang ups really were. It?s hard to put these kind of experiences into words but I know many people are sure of what I?m talking about here. Basically I?d achieve what I felt to be a more awakened state during and maybe briefly after a trip; but once day to day life started again my internal strife would continue to wear me down. I?ve not been able to learn to stay in the moment despite these experiences.
Anyone have methods they use in applying useful aspects of trips in their life?