All of these experiences of visuals are very identical to the ones I experienced on high doses of MDMA coupled with sleep deprivation. We used to take quite large amounts though which I probably couldn't be bothered with these days. I can't believe that I started feeling my age.
Once I got these Sunflowers in NYC (2005 probably) and took one and another one about an hour later, then it hit me really hard with lots of visuals. I got the info that they weren't MDMA but actually MDA a little late. These were much different, more like LSD. The MDMA visuals usually had (it sounds weird, I know) a storyline which wasn't the case with MDA.
I think I have experienced the visuals with story, but not on MDMA.
I was in my room between +++ and ++++ on 1.5mg 25I NBOMe insufflated and if I looked out the window in the night, I would see not the window, but a white marble full figure statue of a girl sitting on a bench a bit sideways mening she was leaning on the left side of her butt, with hands on her closed knees and a crazed up face. This lasted for about 90 to 120 minutes and I could look away and see it again.
The story was that it was a statue in memory of a girl died in the early 19th century, she was schizophrenic and when she was 14 her rich family locked her up permanently in the room at the top of a tower in their castle, and never went to visit her nor allowed anyone to see her, and they had servants just pass food and water through a small slot in the door once per day. The floor was hard rock and she had just some hay to lay on, and no bathroom either.
She starved herself until she was thin enough to pass through the small window, and jumped to her death.
To be noted I was not troubled by this vision at all, and I was doing other stuff as well, including being present in her world and keeping her company as a ghostly presence, being in my room with friends talking and listening to music, being in a dimension where time would not exist sitting on the edge at the top of an infinitely tall tower in an otherwise infinite void, just thinking about stuff meditation like, and in a sort of control room with three sensorial perception devices where I would see these three scenarios and somehow simultaneously operated my avatars in each one of them, and this control room was inside my head and I was the mini-me inside my skull.
This went on for a couple of hours as I said, then I laid on my bed and closed my eyes.....
Boy oh boy.
