It's really strange, but the last few times I've taken MDMA (all different batches) I've had blackouts. The first time was a complete black out (understandable, it was NYE and I went way too far), the other occasions were just kind of blurry, like patches of the night were just gone.
Now, I know what you're going to say - it's probably because I'm drinking too much alcohol under the influence of MDMA. Which is true, I get way too drunk on MDMA (I don't mean to, it just kind of happens), but not enough to make me blackout without MDMA. I can drink that much normally and get pretty wasted, but not black-out, waking up in someone else's house, vomiting kind of drunk. Just the normal sort of drunk. But on MDMA for some reason it makes me blackout.
I really don't like missing out on my MDMA experience, but I like to have a few drinks beforehand to loosen me up. But for some reason after my redose I just end up drinking way too much. I know you'll say don't bring alcoholl with you, but sometimes I steal other people's alcohol if I don't have my own!
Does this happen to anybody else? I wonder if it's the MDMA itself? Do some people just blackout on MDMA? It's only happened this year, but then again, I can't remember some of MDMA experiences from last year that well (too many to count) and whether or not I had blackouts then too (maybe I did and that's why I can't remember them). I use stimulants more than MDMA most of the time.
The last few times I took meth and BK-MDMA I didn't blackout even though I was drinking just as much. I've never had a blackout on these drugs or on just alcohol.
Only MDMA. Weird.
Now, I know what you're going to say - it's probably because I'm drinking too much alcohol under the influence of MDMA. Which is true, I get way too drunk on MDMA (I don't mean to, it just kind of happens), but not enough to make me blackout without MDMA. I can drink that much normally and get pretty wasted, but not black-out, waking up in someone else's house, vomiting kind of drunk. Just the normal sort of drunk. But on MDMA for some reason it makes me blackout.
I really don't like missing out on my MDMA experience, but I like to have a few drinks beforehand to loosen me up. But for some reason after my redose I just end up drinking way too much. I know you'll say don't bring alcoholl with you, but sometimes I steal other people's alcohol if I don't have my own!
Does this happen to anybody else? I wonder if it's the MDMA itself? Do some people just blackout on MDMA? It's only happened this year, but then again, I can't remember some of MDMA experiences from last year that well (too many to count) and whether or not I had blackouts then too (maybe I did and that's why I can't remember them). I use stimulants more than MDMA most of the time.
The last few times I took meth and BK-MDMA I didn't blackout even though I was drinking just as much. I've never had a blackout on these drugs or on just alcohol.
Only MDMA. Weird.