well, i suppose it's time for an update.
probably going to have to drop off the grid shortly, so i think it's best to go ahead and get my data out there so it can be heard. Some quick background: i had a psychotic break in my early twenties, was diagnosed schizophrenic. quite a mess, couldnt read or drive a car or recognize loved ones. was really in bad shape for a long time. eventually my treatment team found a mix of antipsychotics that helped me a little, but i was still quite a mess. dellusions, visual and aural hallucinations.
eventually i got brave, or foolhardy, or whatever- and tried the DMT thing. I then started extracting and using it semi-regularly. about once every three weeks for a six to nine month period. Felt less down from the meds (anyone who's tried these can know how awful they are) and more "together" mentally. Eventually i was able to reduce my antipsychotics down very slowly and return to what is baseline normality.
The doctors never thought i'd get better, and with their meds i hadnt been getting any better, just way slowed down and overmedicated to where i was managable. I havent had any medecine in probably five months, and i'm doing ok. No symptoms at all. No visual, no auditory. No dellusions (i think i could notice those) or anything out of the ordinary for a normal person at all.
This is probably just the build up to another potentially devestating situation for myself, i may get sick again, and my results are probably atypical. This may not have anything to do with the dmt. But if it did, and if it could help a single soul who's been hurt by madness, well. You know.
just thought i'd share. seemed worthy of note.