By any chance are you bipolar? Insanely positive responses to antioxidants are something I've noted people mention online.
Like virtually all the positive responses I've heard for PQQ were from people with diagnosed or suspected (on their end) bipolar disease.
I'm naturally an extremely happy person, with dips here and there(I'd consider it almost normal, except that weed might be helping to keep me so happy since If I don't smoke for a 1-2 days I start feeling depressed about anything possible(not all the time, but in bouts)...however I think that is just "withdrawal" from vape/smoking weed too much, since it will go away if I refrain getting high for like 4+ days).
I have much more reason to believe that I have some light form of ADD, mostly a lack of energy and inability to focus or do tasks that require too much thought(sometimes much worse than others and sometimes I have complete clarity).
I only call it ADD because it fits most, I have friend with much worse ADD symptoms, so I know I am not nearly full on ADD at all(his memory is also shit, way less attention span, and much more severe versions of my symptoms.. must be so shitty for him).
It's hard to tell if it's made worse by using drugs(long term) or if it's part of me(I suspect it's partly both because I remember the same symptoms in middleschool/highschool). Amphetamines make a huge difference, but then again for almost everyone they do. So does getting high, almost as effective, except energy wise.
I definitely have clarity that comes and goes, however if it's just due to a cycle such as not eating well when I feel fine and then eating extra well when I'm not etc, I don't know.
I'd also like to add that CDP-Choline makes a world of a difference to me, the onset feels like a small euphoric dopamine rush and the time after my wellbeing is greatly increased. When I took it daily I felt like I was cured of everything! I stopped when I ran out and my life got a bit more stressful to keep up on it, but I'm going to try it out again. I am wondering, wikipedia has abstract saying it increases specifically the d2 receptor(probably others d receptors too I'm guessing, but the test they used was only d2) density in rats with chronic dosing(also muscarinic acetylcholine receptor, I believe), I'm thinking either that or the effects on whatever else are the cause... only because I've taken alpha-gpc(no effect), choline citrate(no effect), choline bitartrate(extra sweating and fish smell all day LOL), and centrophenoxine(which gave me a hypomaniac-like mood lift and then sometimes depression the next day).
Anyway doesn't amphetamine internalize d2 receptors or something I read here? So cdp-choline could possibly help maybe through that mechanism?(my attempt to try to bring my post back to the topic lol)