I have been recording my daily drug intake since June 4th of this year. Since then, this is how often I have taken benzos.
Day 1: No benzos (NB henceforth)
Day 2:NB
Day 3: 0.5mg clonazepam, 2mg etizolam
Day 4: NB
Day 5: NB
Day 6: 1mg clonazepam, 1.5mg etizolam
Day 7: NB
Day 8: 3.5mg etizolam
Day 9: 1mg clonazepam, 1mg etizolam
day 10: NB
day 11: NB
day 12: NB
day 14: NB
day 15: NB
day 16: 1mg clonazepam, 2mg etizolam
day 17: 0.5mg clonazolam, 0.5mg etizolam
day 18: NB
day 19: NB
day 20: 2mg etizolam
day 21: NB
day 22: NB
day 23: 0.5 mg clonazolam
day 24: NB
day 25: NB
day 26: 0.5mg clonazolam
day 27: 0.5 mg clonazolam
day 28: NB
day 20: NB
day 30: (today) 0.5 mg clonazolam
I would really like to take clonazolam again tomorrow, as it just makes work fly by. I think I am willing to not take any the following day. I will be on vacation all next week with no access to benzos, and I intend to cease my use of them upon my return.
I guess what I am ultimately asking, is taking clonazolam again for one or two more days going to make or break whether I get physically addicted? I understand that if I continue this pattern indefinitely, it will likely lead to physical dependence. I have no intention of doing that. Could another day or two be all it takes, or am I still realistically pretty far from having physical withdrawals?
Day 1: No benzos (NB henceforth)
Day 2:NB
Day 3: 0.5mg clonazepam, 2mg etizolam
Day 4: NB
Day 5: NB
Day 6: 1mg clonazepam, 1.5mg etizolam
Day 7: NB
Day 8: 3.5mg etizolam
Day 9: 1mg clonazepam, 1mg etizolam
day 10: NB
day 11: NB
day 12: NB
day 14: NB
day 15: NB
day 16: 1mg clonazepam, 2mg etizolam
day 17: 0.5mg clonazolam, 0.5mg etizolam
day 18: NB
day 19: NB
day 20: 2mg etizolam
day 21: NB
day 22: NB
day 23: 0.5 mg clonazolam
day 24: NB
day 25: NB
day 26: 0.5mg clonazolam
day 27: 0.5 mg clonazolam
day 28: NB
day 20: NB
day 30: (today) 0.5 mg clonazolam
I would really like to take clonazolam again tomorrow, as it just makes work fly by. I think I am willing to not take any the following day. I will be on vacation all next week with no access to benzos, and I intend to cease my use of them upon my return.
I guess what I am ultimately asking, is taking clonazolam again for one or two more days going to make or break whether I get physically addicted? I understand that if I continue this pattern indefinitely, it will likely lead to physical dependence. I have no intention of doing that. Could another day or two be all it takes, or am I still realistically pretty far from having physical withdrawals?