reading duffys book Sugar Blues changed my life long long ago, when creepy old fellahs would ask me"hey lil girl want some candy???" i`d get so offended
Haha. You don't surprise me Ryanne at all. But here you actually delight me!
Because I have that book. It's an educational read. Insightful, details white sugar's (craterial lol, my term) history.
Examines it's impact on health physiologically historically and statistically.
Makes many interesting assertions. One being that poisonous white sugar is the trigger for schizophrenia by relentlessly whiplashing the adrenals.
I know schizophrenics too. Not one I've personally known, wasn't a fanatic white sugar junkie, adamant it is the indispensable elixir of life and the brain needs it.
And also that the bubonic plague was actually fuelled by the ridiculous white sugar abuse that was prevalent at that time. I can actually get my head around that most people wouldn't but most people are so conditioned to overly limited beliefs and considerations of what might be possible and could have truly occurred in the past.
I'm glad you switched names you know. I wanted to comment on this already and last night except I have actually gotten phenomenally sick with my third Covid contraction the fourth time it's got into my nerves and in my life, I have honestly never known anything to be as totally crashing and destructive as Covid entering the nervous system no drug binge infection allergy illness anything has been so cataclysmic in such a short time requiring intervention and treatment.
So my head is really not there that's an understatement I've completely properly fully lost it like never in my life yesterday was the peak probably. Lots and lots of reasons without the long Covid nerve damage each time it gets in there the level of nerve damage is considerably greater than the previous entrance and it's all cumulative.
As a result I have completely lost my mind can't stay calm and focused and handle stress it's very very physical like you've taken way too much stimulant or hallucinogen and it's so physically grating you can't bear the thought of any sight or sound because the nerves are too sensitive except it's 24/7.
LSD in this condition is a test and a 1/2 too. It's unviable. Turning up the knob all the way, physical nerve wise. Suitably, I don't need any more now though.
That is why I speak with a degree of insistence and passion in the Covid thread where all the experts who mostly aren't very smart and have no actual experience with compromised immunity or Covid directly have provided all the answers and explanations.
Bottom line it's just a cold right? Lol, fucking jokers. Sorry Ryanne I'm stressed. So stressed can't actually be more so. And if I say to anybody somewhere reporting my personal experience as a result of compromised immunity and a sabotaged nervous system enabling Covid to become the long nerve based damaging condition it is for me....
The stupid man on the street as a generalisation or the biased arguer on a forum tries to tell me that my 4th booster won't save me and the PCR is unreliable and lecture me and educate me about how we are being poisoned??
When my only point is simply sharing my own experience and trying to suggest to these black and white people that there are exceptions and caveats and we do not have another cold or flu virus actually.
So I can't actually compose what I would normally it's stuck in my throat because it involves emotion. It's a very simple thing related to me mistaking you originally for a male and then having some difficulty removing that very pleasant but thoroughly built-up imagination of you that way haha.
And seeing "Robi" as a lady. I never usually have an experience like that but this was a bit different and I needed some sort of hack like a cup of tea with you would have done the trick.
But you switched to Ryanne. Which makes things so much easier so I will say now it is a true pleasure to meet and know you already Ryanne. Hope you are well.
Keep that spirit.