CookieJoe221
Bluelighter
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- Oct 24, 2019
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In my mid 20s I used to hook up with this girl every weekend. It went on a few years . We never hung out sober it was usually just a weekend late night thing but I admittedly let it go on too long and she developed serious feelings for me. I told her that I wasn't interested in pursuing a relationship with her however she never seems to accept that .and other than a couple slip ups over a couple years (drunk sexting) its been over 2 years since we slept together, I have her deleted on everything except Instagram and she always posts private stories that I can see because she's trying to get a reaction out of me which I never comment on them and try my best not to even look at them.
Well i was out of town last weekend and me and some friends went out drinking. I get home at like midnight and she had posted a private story and I looked at it and it was a nude and so I ended up commenting which then led to sexting. She admitted to me she purposely posts the private IG story for only me to see to try to get my attention.
Obviously the next day I ended up regretting it. I feel guilty as hell, I realize she may be partially to blame to because she intentionally did it but I feel like shit because I should know better. It was by far the longest we've gone without talking to each other and I feel like this screwed it up. We're better off not talking to each other cus I don't want to give her the wrong impression. Idk I just feel like a shit person. Like I ruined the progress . Feel like an awful person
Well i was out of town last weekend and me and some friends went out drinking. I get home at like midnight and she had posted a private story and I looked at it and it was a nude and so I ended up commenting which then led to sexting. She admitted to me she purposely posts the private IG story for only me to see to try to get my attention.
Obviously the next day I ended up regretting it. I feel guilty as hell, I realize she may be partially to blame to because she intentionally did it but I feel like shit because I should know better. It was by far the longest we've gone without talking to each other and I feel like this screwed it up. We're better off not talking to each other cus I don't want to give her the wrong impression. Idk I just feel like a shit person. Like I ruined the progress . Feel like an awful person