"addicted to the attention you get from posting about it"? REally? Well, pardon me for saying this next bit but are you fucking serious? I come here anonymously to seek others insights into this situation. Believe me, there are other things to get attention from and I don't need any of it. You think I'm telling the same ol story and forgive me if i'm misinterpret your words but what the f__ man. This has been going on for years now so forgive me if I didn't take the action many of you thought I should have within months of my first post but I don't work that fast and walking away isn't an option.
I am not addicted to this fucking drama. Pardon my words but i'm pissed off a little here. Struck a cord? Yeah, you did. Why may you ask? Because this is my life. I'm not going to walk away from the kindest, most compassionate wonderful man I've ever had the honor of meeting just because he's a bit of a drunk. I love myself full well. Full well.
I apologize for my blunt rudeness in my reply to your post. I appreciate the whole, JGJ must love herself and I assure you, I do. But I do not come here for attentions. I came here for fucking help. No one knows who any of us are. It is anonymous. That is why I came here but if you think I come for attention; sharing our personal details with strangers for attention? well that's enough to put me off coming back, almost. But you are one person and your opinion is yours, though the whole, 'she's doing it for attention' truly hurts my feelings. good f ing grief.
interesting though. So I guess for you, asking strangers for help is seeking attention? Well I guess it is then.
Anyway, thank you for making me feel like shmuck who's using the love of her life's sickness for outside attentions of strangers. By Golly, I must be a horrible person to do such a thing.
thank you
again, apologies if I misinterpreted but again I say, what the hell man