i have tried to keep quiet on this subject, but i have to comment on one of the last posts:
Alan was very well researched when it came to drugs
no, he thought he was, and he also felt that his limited personal experience was more valid than a wealth of peer reviewed journal articles.
some of the things he posted on dosages of PMA were based on his own experimentation, and he tried to say that these high dosages were suitable for anyone. he posted much of this misinformation on pillreports and although i was worried that people would take his advice, i was heartened that plenty of people stepped up to challenge his "facts".
none of us should feel that we know everything. there is always something we dont know, or some factor we havent taken into account. this is why we always advise cautionary things like "start with halves" "have someone looking out for you" etc.
sure we all try to push our boundaries occasionally, and go that little bit further but at least the substances we usually do this with are somewhat forgiving. PMA is not forgiving. PMA has a safety margin that's just not to be fucked with.
if you do want to do this, go right ahead. personal liberty means that we should all be allowed to do as we wish, even if it is to do very dangerous things. the problem comes when someone tries colour other people's perceptions of that danger, for good or bad.
this has been the limit of my contact with alan, a few postings, and it is only on that which i make these judgements but i dont think those judgements are any less valid.
i saw someone acting like an idiot, and then they were dead. like everything in life, i'm sure it is a million times more complex but that is all i can see. my heart goes out to his family and friends, all loss is terrible, but i can only hope that in some way this serves as an example...
it's just a shame we've had so many fucking examples already. how many more is it going to take?