Re: Zits
psychetool said:
Alright, heres the deal. I had clear skin for NINETEEN years, now all of a sudden in year 20 my face is giong batshit. Usually just a couple zits on my face, but a few have come around the lips and when you pop them it looks like you got a fucking cold sore. (which I don't! Went to the ER frantically to have the docter say ... "Yep... thats one bigass zit you have there, go see a dematologist.") Now, to anyone else out there who has delt with zits how do you handle it ? It makes me feel selfconcious around the ones I love, especially my girl and my friends. I could care less about the general population, but it just makes me look gross to have this red spot where my zit was around the lip. They are all sooooo cool and accepting about it, i'm one lucky bastard, but I still can't help but feeling self concious and bad about this! So, any solutions ?
I have an appointment with the dematologist sometime next month, which is the soonest appointment I could get, so i'm looking for alternative methods to control this crap!
I tried hot compresses. Water seems to help, but not enough. I have zit cream or whatever, but that seems to dry it out then I have flaking skin around the effected area which looks even worse ? What the FUCK is going on here ? Why did acne wait 19 fucking years to attack ? I could have delt with this shit a lot better in highschool where there was ofter effected parties but now that i'm involved with a job and a girlfriend it just makes me CRAZY. SOOO selfconcious it makes me not even want to go into work but I FORCE myself to do it. When I do go in my heart races at what feels like 10000BPM and I get physically sick to my stomach. It's come to the point where i'm dimming the lights in my little office space area just to reduce visability and my coworkers are starting to think i'm crazy. Blah. I do my work %110 so they can suck it.
Anyways... Post comments, suggestions, stories, whatever, just please don't mock me. I don't think I can take this all the way until next month...
My acne started at the same age. By age 20 I had quite bad acne, which reduced my life quality severely. I took lots of prescription pills and creams, all which did very, very little, or nothing at all.
I then got prescribed accutane which CURED my acne. It really is an amazing drug. I had no side effects other than slightly chapped lips, and ever-so-slightly dry eyes. Both of these were an irritation at worst, and fixed with a chapstick and some eye drops.
HOWEVER, my acne started to return a couple of months later. No where as bad mind you. Since then (I am now 24) I have been following the regimen at
www.acne.org. I don't actually follow it properly, because my acne is really only very mild now. I do the following:
MORNING
1) Shower, and clense face with a non-comodegenic lotion
2) Moisterize face with a non-comodegenic moisterizer.
NIGHT
1) Clense face again
2) Pat face dry
3) Apply a good amount of 2% benzoyl peroxide (can get in shops, or best to get from the website as is cheaper and better)
4) Wait a few minutes to dry.
Moisterizing is very imporant, as irritation is a big cause of acne. I would definately suggest trying the regimen (either the proper one, or my one) before taking accutane. Accutane is good but there are a lot of scare stories about it. Leave it to a last resort.
PM me if you have any questions. I know how horrible acne can be, and I have a lot of experience now so could probably help a fair bit.
By the way, I now have clearer skin than my friends, and only have a couple of small scars. I am so glad I didn't pick my spots too much, as the scars don't go away when the acne does. I would advise you to the same!