Fry-d-
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I've been told maybe I've slipped into a K hole, but I think not.
Its happened to me three times now. And it freaks me out a little to say the least. I dont consider that I pop to much, never 2 weeks in a row, Always good breaks and good diet. Altho on the occasions when I slip I guess I might have had a little to much but nothing to exccessive or more than I've had on other occasions and still been good.
Ok heres how it goes. After I've been peaking off my nut and things have all worn off and Im a scatteered mess, normally billy assisted
I take a nice nap for a few hours sunday mornin or afternoon. I wake up, decide I feel like doing something, Jump up and walk off to the shower say, as I did this sunday. I look in the mirror notice Im a little off colour but not bothered jump into the shower. All of a sudden darkness seems to envelope me. Vision goes extremely messed up and I just seem to fade out. If i dont sit my self down real quick I lose it completely and just colapse as I found the first time. But then I have to sit down for a good 5/10 minutes and gather myself up. Not being able to see at all, which I find to be rather unsettling. When I come too If I get up to fast it happens again and I have to move rather slowly n find a comfy seat or bed for a bit. Now this is doesnt happen often I've been pilling for a few years on and off. But as It happened on the weekend I thought I'd share.
Now I have no Idea what causes this to happen. On sunday however I got myself into a awkward little situation and ended up dwelling on things as I was coming off my pill. Thinking perhaps I thought myself into a dark little place and being depressed may have brought this on as I did end up home by my self with no one to talk to. But really I have no Idea.
Has this happened to anyone else?
Or am I just screwed up?
This has decided me tho that 1 month breaks arn't long enough and after Renasaince a big holiday from drugs is on the cards.
Its happened to me three times now. And it freaks me out a little to say the least. I dont consider that I pop to much, never 2 weeks in a row, Always good breaks and good diet. Altho on the occasions when I slip I guess I might have had a little to much but nothing to exccessive or more than I've had on other occasions and still been good.
Ok heres how it goes. After I've been peaking off my nut and things have all worn off and Im a scatteered mess, normally billy assisted
Now I have no Idea what causes this to happen. On sunday however I got myself into a awkward little situation and ended up dwelling on things as I was coming off my pill. Thinking perhaps I thought myself into a dark little place and being depressed may have brought this on as I did end up home by my self with no one to talk to. But really I have no Idea.
Has this happened to anyone else?
Or am I just screwed up?
This has decided me tho that 1 month breaks arn't long enough and after Renasaince a big holiday from drugs is on the cards.