Thought to follow up my earlier post yesterday with feedback from last nights testing.
First, a correction - first dose was at 18:00 before mentioned dosage at 20:00.
Second, an apology - appears my shift key isn't working properly, so some letters dont have caps when they should do.
OK, following Fridays testing round I had .6g left over. This wasn't enough I thought so I went to a head shop I've been using for well over a decade to grab another g, amazing chance they had it - same ingredients listed too (3-fpm + 2-ai).
Reaction tested newest batch at 17:00. All ok.
Started first dosage at 19:30. First, a 20mg dose of the newest batch, waited 30 minutes then 20mg dose from the old batch. I wanted to make sure they were safe to combine as I will be going from one to the other.
All OK so I steadily increased the dosage over the next 45 minute testing phase. From 20 up to 60, then 90, then 140 and a final 2 doses at 160 with the last one being at 04:30. I went to bed at 07:15 having completed a self appointed task and managed to get to sleep instantly. No dreams at all. Woke up at 09:45 with a decent amount of energy, but when I sat down in the living room a headache kicked in so I went back to be for another hour. Completely fine now. No risidual feeling, pupils back to normal, no shakes.
It was quite a different experiance in that:
- No rush was experianced at all
- No jaw movement occured
- Whilst there was stimulation, it was very subte, more mind than body based
- No acute thirst, had to remind myself to keep drinking water
- General lethargy with a good dose of contentment. I spent most of my time browsing the internet, listening to good music.
- Libido increase was experianced, however was not uncontrollably (in a good way, and I dont mean completely impulsive) exciting as the previous night
There were also some other things experianced as a comparison between the two nights:
- At around 03:00 I started to have minor visuals. Typically black forms (not humanoid or creature like, just sometimes a square, sometimes a dot) in the corner of my vision. They always caught my eye but never remained when my vision shifted to them.
- Jitty behaviour was experianced but absolutely no paranoia/worrying. My water bottle popped back into shape from suction once and it made me jump with surprise.
- I talk to myself. Always have done. I do it even more when under the influence of anything, I normally refer to myself as 'I'. Little things, like "I'll get a drink". However at the same time as the above two started to occur I noticed I started to refer to myself as 'We'. Very strange, I'm wondering if the batch I picked up as a supplement had an additional unmentioned chemical with slight psychedelic properties? I dont mind as it didnt bother nor worry me.
A few points in combination of both nights:
- I have tourettes with motion ticks (in comparison to the famous vocal ticks). This chemical absolutely surpressed that. Most make it worse.
- On the sexual side I noticed a few things. Shrink dick occurs but can be easily overcome, more easily than illegal substances. The chemical seems to increase sensitivity and general intenseness of feeling, very nice indeed. I found the build up to orgasm extremely long (in a good way, of course).
- I do think this is unrelated but worth mentioning. When I first got up today at 09:45 I went into the bathroom to check on my pupils and make sure I was still human. After about 5 steps I got such a bad headrush from low blood pressure (I presume) that I sank onto the floor. Recovered in a few seconds and have been fine since. Heart rate normal, feels strong too, might be unrelated occurance.
So I learnt a few lessons.
1) Never buy pre-mixed stuff, get it pure
2) When you think that one last dose wont have any effect, dont do it. On the first night my last 2 dosages did nothing, although I had a feeling they wouldnt and did them anyway - total waste
3) Stop railing these amounts as my nose hurts
4) Buy cream for the now sore private parts...
I'm going to grab another 3g of 3-FPM and keep it stashed away, going to try and convince the GF in a couple of months to take some with me so we can, ah, enjoy each others company.