needhelp011791
Greenlighter
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hi everyone, i found this site because it was the only one that answered questions I need. rest were drug calling
im a 25 year old female. I come from a wealthy family, and graduated university. My father passed away two months ago and it has been really awful for me. I never took any drugs except for mdma while during my party days during school, weed in high school.
Im in severe depression, anxiety and panic attack since my father died. Just so you know, he left us an inheritance of over $12 million dollars so financially we are okay. but the trauma of my father dying is not doing well with me.
I got from my doctor ativan to begin with, didnt help so im taking clonazepam. 1mg morning 1mg night. plus seraquel to help sleep. None of these medications are working at all, and im sitting here now two bottles of wine, 5mg of the clonazepam and 2mg of ativan eaten(I had 7/14 perscribed saved). I dont know what to do anymore. IF I drink more wine will I die? Do I take any more of the ativan or clonzipam?
Im sorry if this is first world problem but my dad meant everything and I Dont want to live anymore at all
im a 25 year old female. I come from a wealthy family, and graduated university. My father passed away two months ago and it has been really awful for me. I never took any drugs except for mdma while during my party days during school, weed in high school.
Im in severe depression, anxiety and panic attack since my father died. Just so you know, he left us an inheritance of over $12 million dollars so financially we are okay. but the trauma of my father dying is not doing well with me.
I got from my doctor ativan to begin with, didnt help so im taking clonazepam. 1mg morning 1mg night. plus seraquel to help sleep. None of these medications are working at all, and im sitting here now two bottles of wine, 5mg of the clonazepam and 2mg of ativan eaten(I had 7/14 perscribed saved). I dont know what to do anymore. IF I drink more wine will I die? Do I take any more of the ativan or clonzipam?
Im sorry if this is first world problem but my dad meant everything and I Dont want to live anymore at all