jackhunter24
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This is going to be a long post, but please bare with me, I really need help.
So about a month ago I did acid for the first time with some friends. I took 1 tab that came in sour patch kid form. I had your textbook bad trip, but was able to reassure myself that the drugs would wear off eventually and I would be fine again. The drugs did wear off eventually, but I just haven't felt the same since.
Ever since doing acid, I frequently feel like I'm still on it. Like I'm still mildly hallucinating. Sometimes it gets bad enough that I have to just go in my room and lay in my bed until it stops. Aside from this, I just don't feel myself mentally. I feel like a shell of my former self, like I'm just going through the motions of day to day life. Before I did acid, I felt like I had a purpose, but right now I just feel lost. I am not sure I have felt happiness since this happened. Anything that used to make me happy is ruined by this awful feeling that I can not shake. I am currently at college for the second semester of my freshman year, and it is very unpleasant to have this happen. I feel like its starting to affect my life. I am not hanging out with my friends as much as I did last semester because of this feeling. It is turning my life into a living hell. It is also concerning that it is still happening a month later. I read about this online, and it sounds like HPPD. If that is the case, what can I do about it? I am at school 5 hours from where I live, my car is at home, and I don't know of any psychiatrists in the area. My school has a counseling center. Is it worth giving them a try? I don't know anything about them besides their name.
I currently take prozac for anxiety. I was taking it at the time i did acid as well, but I went off it a week later (this was not because of the after effects I felt, I had been planning to try going off for awhile). However, what I am feeling combined with the withdrawal effects of prozac was too much for me to handle, and I went back on it. I was feeling what I feel right now, combined with depression, which was just way too much for me to handle.
So basically right now I am scared, lost, and in desperate need of help. I am scared I will never feel myself again, and I will live in this hell forever. I am lost on what to do. I don't know if I should just try and ride it out, try talking to someone, go to the counseling center, or what. I am also not sure how the prozac is effecting it. I don't know if I should be off it, on it, or what. My parents don't know anything about any of this. Im not sure if I should get them involved(I really really don't want to, if they knew I did acid it would just make things a lot worse). Any help will be greatly appreciated, thanks.
So about a month ago I did acid for the first time with some friends. I took 1 tab that came in sour patch kid form. I had your textbook bad trip, but was able to reassure myself that the drugs would wear off eventually and I would be fine again. The drugs did wear off eventually, but I just haven't felt the same since.
Ever since doing acid, I frequently feel like I'm still on it. Like I'm still mildly hallucinating. Sometimes it gets bad enough that I have to just go in my room and lay in my bed until it stops. Aside from this, I just don't feel myself mentally. I feel like a shell of my former self, like I'm just going through the motions of day to day life. Before I did acid, I felt like I had a purpose, but right now I just feel lost. I am not sure I have felt happiness since this happened. Anything that used to make me happy is ruined by this awful feeling that I can not shake. I am currently at college for the second semester of my freshman year, and it is very unpleasant to have this happen. I feel like its starting to affect my life. I am not hanging out with my friends as much as I did last semester because of this feeling. It is turning my life into a living hell. It is also concerning that it is still happening a month later. I read about this online, and it sounds like HPPD. If that is the case, what can I do about it? I am at school 5 hours from where I live, my car is at home, and I don't know of any psychiatrists in the area. My school has a counseling center. Is it worth giving them a try? I don't know anything about them besides their name.
I currently take prozac for anxiety. I was taking it at the time i did acid as well, but I went off it a week later (this was not because of the after effects I felt, I had been planning to try going off for awhile). However, what I am feeling combined with the withdrawal effects of prozac was too much for me to handle, and I went back on it. I was feeling what I feel right now, combined with depression, which was just way too much for me to handle.
So basically right now I am scared, lost, and in desperate need of help. I am scared I will never feel myself again, and I will live in this hell forever. I am lost on what to do. I don't know if I should just try and ride it out, try talking to someone, go to the counseling center, or what. I am also not sure how the prozac is effecting it. I don't know if I should be off it, on it, or what. My parents don't know anything about any of this. Im not sure if I should get them involved(I really really don't want to, if they knew I did acid it would just make things a lot worse). Any help will be greatly appreciated, thanks.