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SKR said:
^yes I should be dead from everything but shame and guilt will be the things that kill an empathetic meth user.

To those trying to deal with track marks and what not - fellas, you're not a real meth head until you carry a make up kit, namely concealer..... Once you know your colour you are at the top of the bottom rung.
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The way people your family is disappointed in you and start crying when they look at your meth face has many features in common with mental retardation, because it is in mental retards that we observe overwhelming emotional response for no good reason. Then they say that they care about you and they hate to see you like that. Their problem is, the "you" that they want, you don't want it, and the "like that" that they notice is actually the real you. So they've been caring about the wrong person all along. They're so scared by who you really are, that they want the fake you to take over again. You can only experience true pleasure when you are your pure self 100%, being somebody else is not rewarding even if others like you.

The way we act in society, our good manners, our gestures and polite facial expressions, are all acquired or learned, it is not an expression from within. Sometimes we imitate an actor we saw in a movie, sometimes we use a cool expression our friend used, and when we piece it all together, we get the "sober" you, who is not you, in fact it's someone that has nothing to do with you. The only thing that has to do with you it's the pleasure you feel when you're truly you. Truly you means not smiling, not looking in the eye, not talking to anyone, and being obsessed with that which fuels the fire within. Can you imagine? 20 years of your life you dedicated towards learning not to be yourself. Then you take meth and you forget how not to be yourself. Big problem. Lol.

There is no solution to this, if it's your family, care about them and don't see then when you're on meth, others, just tell them to go fuck themselves seriously. They ask you why you don't smile, if you're ok...fuck you! Give them some pornographic insults. Suck my dick. Tell them all about it. You shouldn't waste time with them, they're not worth it.
 
^ Isn't methamphetamine usage equally as socially defined/determined as "the way we act in society, our good manners, our gestures and polite facial expressions", though?

I mean, it isn't determined by "polite society" of course (although in a way it is, simply because society has deemed it's use illegal and meth users have to navigate around that), but it seems to me that it's equally as mediated by other people as the other things you've mentioned.
 
Burnt Offerings said:
^ Isn't methamphetamine usage equally as socially defined/determined as "the way we act in society, our good manners, our gestures and polite facial expressions", though?

I mean, it isn't determined by "polite society" of course (although in a way it is, simply because society has deemed it's use illegal and meth users have to navigate around that), but it seems to me that it's equally as mediated by other people as the other things you've mentioned.
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Well, if a baby is left in the forest immediately after being born, is taken care of and grows around a pack of wolves, and grows into an adult with the animals, then you take that human and place him in society he will never adapt. He will always be an animal and will be no different from a dog or a cat. It's a funny trip this life I admit it. I always regard amphetamine trips as an awakening to what truly is, as opposed to what we were told or shown. The habits go away because they were induced that's why meth users have a wild appearance, to people who don't understand meth.

Now, everyone has something different in their nucleus accumbens. When you pay a trip in that region, what you find varies from person to person, for example, pedophiles find children, foot fetishists find feet, etc. So it does change. But what you find there is TRUTH. It's so true that we can't even put "the" in front of it and say it's the truth, no, it's TRUTH. It's more true that 2 + 2 = 4, because it feels true, it feels really good, truth feels amazing. When you write 2 + 2 = 4 on a paper, you feel a small reward but nothing much, so it will always be a lesser truth than the real TRUTH within.

It's always like that, the more true it is the more amazing it feels. If it makes you feel bad, it will never be the truth no matter what it is and how logical it might seem. Humans are experts at uplifting banalities to a rank greater than themselves. They will say "I fight for this cause because it's greater than myself" even if doing so brings them trouble. That is because they are copy cats, they saw their parents fight and so they fight, did they come up with it...no, what's their merit...zero, is it their truth...no, is it yours or mine...no, It's nobody's truth. They are simply idiotic. Truth can only be found within, and if you find it you will know it because you will feel great pleasure, so you won't have to wonder "huh...what? did I find it..hmm...I did...wait..did I?" It's not like that, it's super obvious because it feels amazing.

You know, idiots climbing mount Everest to fight for a cause or become an example of perseverance to inspire young generations (to become as idiotic as they are). That mountain...is a tomb. You find dead bodies everywhere. Mount Everest is a symbol of humanity's inability to find inner truth. They go there seeking truth and they die without finding it, because truth is not on mount Everest, it's not on Mars, it's close-by, it's in the brain. It's such a simple concept and yet no one understands it.
 
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^That's another popular misconception, that there is something wrong with dying. We're so hung up on it that we made suicide a crime, having some control over your own death is surely a great freedom. Because we fear it, it has to be wrong.

My father never got to climb Everest but he and his mates pioneered many of the climbs available today in Australia back in the late 60's and 70's - if you are climbing especially ice climbing and it's Everest - you probably will die if you are doing it for anyone else other than yourself. I think climbing Everest has become normalized in many folks minds and their inexperience and attitude towards it is killing them....how many times have I heard or read Sherpa's saying they were ignored, the guy wouldn't listen to the warnings we gave them. Many Sherpa's have died trying to save the idiotic would be climbers who probably are climbing for a perceived glory and lost sight of the basics like gravity, the cold and altitude which all effect the untrained mind. It's not something you rush, it's not for everybody. Solo climbing (sans rope) especially, will make you a better climber with rope, will make you know what and who you are. You don't focus your mind on anything other than that next hand hold or foot position.

Big wave and/or "tow-in" surfing is much the same your just looking at the nose of your board making sure it doesn't bite, maximum concentration. All extreme sports - the definition being - a mistake could kill you. Drug use is an extreme sport. However, in all these sports including drug use (high dose IV use mostly) you can train yourself, you must gain experience, practise makes perfect and harm reduction is the only way to have even medium term longevity in any of these games we play.....to those who don't play we appear crazy or insane because they do not truly know the risks whereas those that do play and have done so for a while, they have become "Risk Technicians". You can die on your first try but you don't have to, a death under those circumstances seems senseless and unnecessary but people should have the right to die anyway they do and be buried or burnt for free.

Decriminalisation, legalisation of drugs are steps in the right direction if we want harm reduction and self responsibility to be common sense, common sense and rationality become victims when we use irrationality and nonsensical laws to combat our issues. But one thing I have learned over the years is we must allow each other to find ourselves even if you have the absolute truth in our hands, forcing someone to accept it as truth is as fascist as any other ideal......you don't want people agreeing with you cos everyone else does or because of any other reason than they do. I hope to teach my son to think, not how to think, but to think and become his own man. Our actions do affect those around us, we are emotional beings which at times means we will be irrational act like we have a death wish or appear to be idiots. I've done everything the hard way in my life, gosh knows why, I don't like being in pain or sad but I sure have become an expert. What was the question again?lol
 
Ksa said:
Well, if a baby is left in the forest immediately after being born, is taken care of and grows around a pack of wolves, and grows into an adult with the animals, then you take that human and place him in society he will never adapt. He will always be an animal and will be no different from a dog or a cat. It's a funny trip this life I admit it. I always regard amphetamine trips as an awakening to what truly is, as opposed to what we were told or shown. The habits go away because they were induced that's why meth users have a wild appearance, to people who don't understand meth.

Now, everyone has something different in their nucleus accumbens. When you pay a trip in that region, what you find varies from person to person, for example, pedophiles find children, foot fetishists find feet, etc. So it does change. But what you find there is TRUTH. It's so true that we can't even put "the" in front of it and say it's the truth, no, it's TRUTH. It's more true that 2 + 2 = 4, because it feels true, it feels really good, truth feels amazing. When you write 2 + 2 = 4 on a paper, you feel a small reward but nothing much, so it will always be a lesser truth than the real TRUTH within.

It's always like that, the more true it is the more amazing it feels. If it makes you feel bad, it will never be the truth no matter what it is and how logical it might seem. Humans are experts at uplifting banalities to a rank greater than themselves. They will say "I fight for this cause because it's greater than myself" even if doing so brings them trouble. That is because they are copy cats, they saw their parents fight and so they fight, did they come up with it...no, what's their merit...zero, is it their truth...no, is it yours or mine...no, It's nobody's truth. They are simply idiotic. Truth can only be found within, and if you find it you will know it because you will feel great pleasure, so you won't have to wonder "huh...what? did I find it..hmm...I did...wait..did I?" It's not like that, it's super obvious because it feels amazing.

You know, idiots climbing mount Everest to fight for a cause or become an example of perseverance to inspire young generations (to become as idiotic as they are). That mountain...is a tomb. You find dead bodies everywhere. Mount Everest is a symbol of humanity's inability to find inner truth. They go there seeking truth and they die without finding it, because truth is not on mount Everest, it's not on Mars, it's close-by, it's in the brain. It's such a simple concept and yet no one understands it.
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If truth is merely an individual's subjective interpretation of their own mental state (and, specifically, the positive mental state they receive when they're enjoying a pleasurable experience), then I don't see why climbing Everest or any other activity you care to name, including indulging in the most base and mundane aspects of mainstream culture & society, is not also "truth". It makes you happy? OK, that's the truth then. Everything from climbing Everest to sitting on your ass eating Fritos and watching reality television to pleasuring yourself while looking at foot fetish porn (if that's your thing) If you're a pedophile then sexually abusing children is your truth. Et cetera.

That seems like a somewhat loose interpretation of the word "truth", which tends to have a more objective character IMO, but that seems to be how I'm understanding your argument.

There are certain aspects of what you're saying that I do somewhat agree with, such as a person's loved ones being concerned about their drug use. There is an element of selfishness involved in that. even if it comes from a place of love and caring. But I'd rather it be that way then everyone just be totally aloof in regards to my choices, because sometimes I make poor decisions, you know?
 
Last Night was the fourth time I have ever been injected with meth, or anything other drug for that matter. My veins have always been tricky to find, even by phlebotomists and nurses. A fellow user (who used to be a nurse tried injecting my arms several times last night, to no success. She then went in the vein which rests right below where my thumb and my first finger meet. I was wearing a ring on that thumb when this happened. She was only able to inject a little but I don't think she missed the shot. She just could not register and my thumb went numb. Knowing that my hands were swelling I took the ring off immediately which was on that dumb. Today, the vein which goes right under wear that ring used to be hurts if I barely touch it and appears to be more swollen than before. I have only ever let her inject my arms and hands but after last night, I got in the shower, looked down and found what appears to be internal bleeding right under the skin of my mons pubis. Again, I have never injected in my groin or anywhere near there and have no idea where this huge dark bruise has come from; it appears like there is a line of blood bleeding under my skin. I am new to blue light so excuse me if I'm not using the proper protocol but I'm scared shitless that this bruise has something to do with her methods last night. The other time she stuck me before last night, she always registered and things went great. Last night, when she had that needle in the place below my thumb, she kept digging and then flicking the rig over and over. I'm sure that the thumb going numb means she hit a nerve. My question I guess is what the fuck is happening to me? This new bruise on my mons is not hot to the touch and barely sore but it appeared literally out of nowhere. Is it possible to be injected in the hand and then have a bruise appear somewhere totally different? What should I do? Please, The quicker y'all can get back to me the better because I have school first thing in the morning. My username on blue light is cydiachick. Add an @gmail.com and please someone email me quickly; I'm freaking out. I flushed the rest of my shit down the toilet last night and I'm never putting or letting someone put a needle in my skin again. I can't believe I was so stupid. One thing I do want to add is that all of the proper harm reduction techniques were employed during administration of injections. The only thing i shouldn't have done was to reuse an old needle. Why am I bruising down by my groin if I haven't bumped it on anything and certainly never injected down there? HELP



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hi I wouldn't be to worried about the groin bruise. the chances of injecting on ur hand and the groin bruise being related are very small. yes you probably hit a nerve or possibly Injected into an artery by mistake. as long as the swelling/ numbness go's away in a couple days you should be fine.
 
I don't find it in upstate ny but when I'm on the road to of town if i run into it i grab it doing a bump b4 DJING nothing like locking in and tearing up the dance floor I tend to stash it away for shows or making mix's its like everything else moderation. Its not as bad as these commercial just cause u do a bump here and their ur not gonna age 20 years in 5 don't shoot it or smoke it everyday>
 
I have a question. Im unable to easily access insulin syringes, I live in texas, strict strict strict, and no exchange programs period. so im using a 3 cc syringe with a 22 gage needle smallest tractor supply carries. my wife is attached to my hip 24/7 and knows I've used before so I've been using the same syringe and needle for 3-4 weeks. suddenly I cant seem to register in any location lower arm upper arm hand foot, and as a result have missed several shots. however I've now discovered it's not from me not being able to find a vein but a cloged needle/ worn out equipment of some sort. I.just finished a shot and surprisingly had a fat vein bulging and most obviously was in it. when I pushed on plunger, no register, there was no burn no pain and after shot absolutely no bump and I got my regular great rush. the syringe is one of those twist on kind. I seem to.have good suction because drawing up water is very easy but can not get a register from vein. I've filled it up with water several times and blasted it out, I've sucked up rubbing alcohol and blasted it out even got sewing needle and stuck it in back side of needle to open hole still nothing what can I do to get it to register. I know I need to just get a new one but until then im gonna do meth and possibly miss help
 
here is a trick I used to use when I couldn't inject and register one handed. id always pull or slip out of the vein when trying to register. get a key ring loop by it's self and before mixing shot put the end of the plunger in it like a key but leave it wedged inside the ring now you can sick ur self holding the syringe beetween ur thumb and middle/ring finger, and have pointer finger inside loop easily pulling back and pushing in easily

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How long does the dry mouth last after usage? Throat is extremely dry even when chewing gum, and hard to swallow. 1st time using in over a year, 2nd time this week. Scared the dry mouth might be permanent because nothing is helping and it's been hours.
 
You' all have dry mouth the entire time you're high, although it'll be alleviated some if you make sure to drink plenty of water. So 12 hrs, plus if you don't keep hydrated while high, you're mouth will stay dry afterwards until you drink enough to rehydrate.

It's not something that can become permanent though, so no worries there.
 
dopeskull88 said:
here is a trick I used to use when I couldn't inject and register one handed. id always pull or slip out of the vein when trying to register. get a key ring loop by it's self and before mixing shot put the end of the plunger in it like a key but leave it wedged inside the ring now you can sick ur self holding the syringe beetween ur thumb and middle/ring finger, and have pointer finger inside loop easily pulling back and pushing in easily

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My rule of thumb has always been that if you can't properly register / IV then you're too high and don't need another shot yet anyway
 
I believe when I do meth I become psychic. It feels like I am a warlock and there is a magickal war all across the world that I am now apart of.
 
I can tolerate the effect of methamphetamine way easier then my last addiction to MDPV. its way harder to psychosis on meth. I still to this day believe MDPV is magickal or sentient in some way, but I cannot do mdpv any more and no longer have access to it.

I find MDPV was alot more interesting then methamphetamine. I truely miss it even though one single dose will instantly bring back the dreaded psychosis i lost 4 years of my life to.
 
I also am addicted to speed metal and Thrash. mostly 80's shit like Celtic Frost and Venom, Kreator.
speed metal Satan!
 
Best kept secret!! (vaping meth)

howdy,

so I've been vaping meth with my kanger tech drip mod for a few months now and I can honestly say this is a GAME CHANGER

I pretty much crush it up, put in in my e-juice, shake it up and let it sit until its completely diffused. I then soak the cotton with the juice & vape like normal. If I'm in a rush or just wanna vape a bit, I drop the meth directly on the coil and vape like normal :]
I definitely get a rush similar to when using the pipe, with a calming effect from the nicotine. The meth vapor is definitely more thick & dense but remains odorless ;)

I find this ROA to be very efficient & discreet but VERY uncommon even though its quite impressive.

Is vaping meth some sort of "best kept secret"? After discovering this way of usage I threw out my pipe and have been vaping ever since. Its so discreet its scary (increased potential for addiction?).

There are few threads on vaping meth and even within those threads their are conflicting opinions on the effectiveness.
What are your opinions on vaping meth? Experiences?
 
Meth smoking with bulb question

first off im sorry if im posting this in the wrong place im very sorry. if i am just let me now and i will glday move the post. Ok so im pretty new to meth. i have done it 5 times so far. sometimes by myself sometime with other people. when im with people that know what there doing i get hi af cuz they usually have a chicken bone. but when im by myself with a bulb or foil i uaslly end up wasting alot. any way i got some meth a very little amount and a hollowed out bulb. can anyone provide simple instruction on how to use the bulb for me. i know i could have found a thread already about this but i snorted some and i am feeling social wanted to chat with some fellow peoples lol
 
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dam bro thats genious lol. im new to smoking it and have been wasting alot due to not wanting to go buy a actual glass pipe i use a light bulb lol it works decent. prolly would work better if i had a clue on what i was doing haha
 
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