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Completely fucked or just 'high'?

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So what do you prefer - feeling completely 'off guts' or feeling normal - but an enhanced normal? From the very beginning, when I started taking pills in 2003, I noticed two different groups, those that loved the 'smacky' import (really just mdma) pills, rather than the 'speedy k' local pills. From the beginning, I've loved altering my consciousness, and the more dramatically the better. But there's also always been that group that loves being them, but just slightly changed. Over time I've changed from wanting a really intense high on the weekend, to a more subtle high every day. How about you?
 
I think tolerance has a lot to do with this question too. As my drug using days increased, so did my tolerance to most drugs. To get completely off my face gets harder and harder. Most of the time these days is just like u said, Enhenced slightly altered high.

Dont get me wrong, I'd love to get completely offchops every now and then too. but I am satisfied with just slightly altered days too :)
 
Both, at different times.

With pills in the day, if I could stand up then I probably wanted more. These days, usually just get high/enhanced, getting off chops is just a bonus from over shooting doses some times.
 
Completely fucked! Some of my best memories from clubbing, festivals and home sesh's have been when I've gotten myself that state :)
 
Hard question to answer, I use a wide variety of substances in a wide variety of situations for a good number of reasons and on top of that often have financial matters to factor in as well. I would say all in all I prefer being off guts, but I also tend to think down the line and if I need to reduce the intensity of my daily high to make a drug supply last till when it needs to I will usually take this option over gettign totalled on a few occassions. These days I definately find I like to get proper fucked up every day, I actually feel in most cases I don't enjoy being majorly fucked up any better than reasonably intoxicated but once I crack into it there is very seldom that voice telling me "you have had enough" and I always want to keep going.

Ofcourse this varies from drug to drug but at this point in my life I feel if I had an unlimited supply of any of my favourite drugs or all drugs in general I would not have too many coherent moments before I met my demise, thank god there are certain obligations and financial issues to prevent this becoming a reality. LOL
 
drug_mentor said:
Ofcourse this varies from drug to drug but at this point in my life I feel if I had an unlimited supply of any of my favourite drugs or all drugs in general I would not have too many coherent moments before I met my demise, thank god there are certain obligations and financial issues to prevent this becoming a reality. LOL
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Not having those financial/obligational barriers is pretty shit in reality, I've found.
 
Of course. But for me I answered the question as I saw it.
As simple as possible and putting aside everything else, I just chose the option that I would PREFER
 
It does depend on the drug, but seeing as opies are my DOC, and the drug I most commonly indulge in, I'll respond with those in mind. I've always found it hard to nod on opiates, I'm generally completely functional, in fact, usually a lot more motivated than usual whilst under their influence. I do find myself always wanting more, but I still find it hard, even when I've had a substantial supply, to get to the point where I'm just unable to function, like others that I know. I also like to stretch a limited supply out for as long as possible, so generally speaking, "enhanced normal" for me.

Liquor and benzos on the other hand, I'm known to get well fucked up.
 
I prefer to use drugs socially and as a result prefer just being "high" to being a public nuisance. Having seen enough friends make a complete twit of themselves when we are all trying to have fun has put me off trying to completely trash myself in company. Even the time when I am home I am happier to be able to wake up early the next day and not waste another whole other day recovering. I could honestly say I have had only 1 or 2 true multi-day benders in my life and to be perfectly honest I am happy with that.

The only drug I prefer to do solo is weed, I enjoy not having to fight the social anxietythat this drug inflicts on me. Even then I prefer pottering in the garden, kicking a football of going on a bike ride over comatosing myself on the sofa in front of the television.
 
I do like being "fucked up" but financially it isn't always possibly sadly. I do like being high but when i loose perception of time its great! So It's a bit of both, either way its sadly one or the other in my case.
 
Depends on which drug and what setting I'm planning on using it in and what kind of mood I'm in.

Generally for MDMA, I preferred very high (very enhanced normal). Not so munted that I'm gurning on the floor unable to interact with people - although this was fun at times.

Don't really enjoy losing my shit anymore (on any drug) I haven't really had the proper opportunity to get proper -fucked up- in a long time.
 
Depends on the situation :) Back in the days of MDMA, it was definitely about getting completely off chops, these days I've learned to appreciate subtle highs a little more, especially with booze and other GABA-ergic drugs. Opiates are a bit of both, I love to take a high dose and nod away for the night, but if I have things to do or want to have some fun that requires me to be a little more functional, I still love a lower dose for a nice buzz.
 
I'd rather have just a subtle high whereas I'm still conscious of reallity and my surroundings at a very sobre rate.
 
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