blakmike
Bluelighter
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Do not go here
In the spirit of harm reduction I would like to share something. When I read this post, it made me order some of this shit online. Because I saw some 18 year old kid wigging out on it, I figured It was probably like ice (good crystal meth). Which makes you feel horrible after doing any way for 3 or four days straight then calling it quits.
This has got to be the worst drug ever synthesized, was pure paranoia and anxiety constantly with amazing euphoric rushes after every puff. After a couple of hours, I had not done to much damage to my life, just alienated someone close to me with insane gibberish emails.
Then I realized that it needed to be stopped but I could not stop this...
There's a point when shooting coke that you start giving away some or trying to basify it and fucking it up (on purpose) just cause you know that it's gonna suck so bad, the longer you do it, but I could do nothing to stop hitting this evil chemical. This morning found me looking for a hospital or at least mental health center and some valium, yet I could not go through with it, I just kept on hitting it, until I got so paranoid that I called someone who's been thru it all with me be4, and would tell me what to do.
And it was his screaming at me that if I did not get rid of the other 1/2 gram, then I was nothing that he'd ever care to give the time of day to again. So long story short, please don't fuck with this shit no matter how good the rushes sound (they are).
If you do ignore this advice then please, please have some benzodiazepene ready for when you decide to stop, which for me was after 12 hours of torture, and complete disregard for my sanity, my lungs, and my brain. Poor, poor brain...
If anyone ignores this advice or goes forward in trying this drug, please feel free to contact me at any time if you need someone to spout insanity at.
Oh, yeah, I forgot to mention I got my Aunt involved, when my first attempt at advice for getting to a hospital failed.
Long time coke/crack abuser, crystal meth abuser, used to doing these in the most irresponsible manner, this MDPV shit feels like agony compared to the warm blissful aftereffects of a solo coke iv run for a 12 hours or so.
Please don't touch this shit with a lighter from underneath or god forbit a syringe
have had maybe 9 hours of sleep in the past 3 days didnt know how strong this shit was the bath salt ive been using is called kush blitz 250mg packets. I assumed it would be like street coke but it blows that away. Snorted and smoked it. Enjoyed it very much but now my heart has me worried besides the fact im paranoid.
Im extremely aware of my heart and have some small pain in my chest occasionally. It feels like its beating a mile a minute but its only 90bpm its been just like this for 3 days
Im trying not to go to the hospital because im 18
In the spirit of harm reduction I would like to share something. When I read this post, it made me order some of this shit online. Because I saw some 18 year old kid wigging out on it, I figured It was probably like ice (good crystal meth). Which makes you feel horrible after doing any way for 3 or four days straight then calling it quits.
This has got to be the worst drug ever synthesized, was pure paranoia and anxiety constantly with amazing euphoric rushes after every puff. After a couple of hours, I had not done to much damage to my life, just alienated someone close to me with insane gibberish emails.
Then I realized that it needed to be stopped but I could not stop this...
There's a point when shooting coke that you start giving away some or trying to basify it and fucking it up (on purpose) just cause you know that it's gonna suck so bad, the longer you do it, but I could do nothing to stop hitting this evil chemical. This morning found me looking for a hospital or at least mental health center and some valium, yet I could not go through with it, I just kept on hitting it, until I got so paranoid that I called someone who's been thru it all with me be4, and would tell me what to do.
And it was his screaming at me that if I did not get rid of the other 1/2 gram, then I was nothing that he'd ever care to give the time of day to again. So long story short, please don't fuck with this shit no matter how good the rushes sound (they are).
If you do ignore this advice then please, please have some benzodiazepene ready for when you decide to stop, which for me was after 12 hours of torture, and complete disregard for my sanity, my lungs, and my brain. Poor, poor brain...
If anyone ignores this advice or goes forward in trying this drug, please feel free to contact me at any time if you need someone to spout insanity at.
Oh, yeah, I forgot to mention I got my Aunt involved, when my first attempt at advice for getting to a hospital failed.
Long time coke/crack abuser, crystal meth abuser, used to doing these in the most irresponsible manner, this MDPV shit feels like agony compared to the warm blissful aftereffects of a solo coke iv run for a 12 hours or so.
Please don't touch this shit with a lighter from underneath or god forbit a syringe
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