when im done, i accept the fact, by the time i finish my rock, my tolerance at that session is soo high i just dont have the motivation or time to try a unique method to collect more resin to prolly get a weak blast and feel decent for a few secs, ill either try to get more money for more, or take benzodiazepines if i have them, or some type of opiate, though its prolly hard for me since i take subxone everday...benzo's 10mg xanax will set me free from the wrath of mental feigning, muscle tension, depression.
Oh yeah dude.
I follow the same procedure every time now.
I get my bag/multiple bags. Cut out a square piece of paper ( Magazine paper. Doesent stick. ) and I will dump my bag/bags onto it and fold it up.
Ill immediately take those empty bags and flush them down the toilet. Any old chore? flush it. And when im coming close to the end of my purchase.. Ill make sure ill have enough for one last good hit.. Put it in the pipe, crumble up the paper, FUCKING FLUSH IT.
I do that because even when I do have something to use to KO the comedown... Ill always be looking to get another.
Ive sat there and went surgeon style on baggies.. Getting every useless crumb out... Scanned the paper I stashed it in.. Check old chore balls for oil..
Its not cool. And when you do all that work.. You dump it in the pipe and you realize its fucking nothing. And you never feel shit.
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I remember smoking with this girl I was hooking up with and this other dude friend of hers.
He definitely belonged in the pile of WHACK people to smoke with.
When I smoke with others.. I like to make it fun. Fucking love TALKING MY FACE OFF.. Conversations are great on Coke. This kid just sat there all silent and mumbled. We asked if he was alright..
"YEAH. yeah man. Im having fun."
Yeah ok. Well anyway.. Even during the session with plenty left... He all over the fucking WHITE CARPET floor looking for pebbles.
And afterwards
I packed my last hit.. took my paper and just brushed all the powder dust off.
He looked at me like I just murdered his family.
Yet before smoking... He kept talking up how he can handle his comedowns.