i always hear arguements about mdma's addictiveness. i still dont really know what i think either, but this is what ive found after doing a very large amount of mdma for a while
yesterday will hopefully be my last time doing mdma for a while(well it was actually mda that time), ive cut down a bit but for a few months until about a month ago i was doing it probably 20 times a month. I dont really think i ever had an actual physical addiction to it, but i had a STRONG mental addiction to it. even if i was well rested i would always feel dead out of energy until i had some. the last night of that binge i ate a gram of mdma parachutes and snorted 1.7 grams making it 2.7 total. i hate people that try to brag about how many drugs theyve done so thats not whjat im saying, but the tolerance you can build to taht stuff is insane. i never thought of m that way before, but for a bit it felt like a had a coke addiction, just with m. i got it so cheap for a while that it was just too hard not to,
last night i did it one last time like i said hopefully, but i hadnt done it in about a week and a half, which for me is long enough to lower my tolerance a bit. either way i only got 6 pills last night, and i normally hate pills and only do powder, but they were by far the best pills ive ever had. ate 4 and snorted the other two, and for whatever reason i felt as high if not higher than the first time i tried m. i dont think they even had mdma in them, but it was a very clean feeling alternative with a lot more visuals, im guessing mda which im not sure if ive ever had before.
im now moving to a place where its so expensive and hard to find that it wont be a problem(thats not why im moving tho). So i dont know what you can take from that big rant but maybe itll help someone. The stuff can sneak up on you, i liked jsut havign the extra energy about as much as the high its self. all that being said, i honestly can say that i dont think its had to many effects on me apart from bad memory for about a week or two after a binge, but after about 10 days usually im back to normal. i also drink enough juice each day to get about 900% of my daily vitamin c which can minimize neurotoxic effects along with some other vitamins. and i also take 5 htp fairly often, and i also ski 5 hours everyday so im pretty active.(haha and most people havent tried it but i can honestly say that skiing on mdma is better than sex on mdma or anything at all that ive done in my life, it gives you the most amazing feeling and rush to just hit a jump rip some powder or just go really fast, but im done with that now obviously)
i guess at this point im doing ok and could probly continue this on a bit longer with out too much bad happening, but i just see no need for that at this point, ive had my fun going crazy with that drug, now ill probably only have it once or twice a month and just start doing psychedelics more. Im just so glad that i dont like coke, like id honestly rather be sober than be on coke, but if i did like it as much as i do mdma then i would probably have some pretty big issues.
yesterday will hopefully be my last time doing mdma for a while(well it was actually mda that time), ive cut down a bit but for a few months until about a month ago i was doing it probably 20 times a month. I dont really think i ever had an actual physical addiction to it, but i had a STRONG mental addiction to it. even if i was well rested i would always feel dead out of energy until i had some. the last night of that binge i ate a gram of mdma parachutes and snorted 1.7 grams making it 2.7 total. i hate people that try to brag about how many drugs theyve done so thats not whjat im saying, but the tolerance you can build to taht stuff is insane. i never thought of m that way before, but for a bit it felt like a had a coke addiction, just with m. i got it so cheap for a while that it was just too hard not to,
last night i did it one last time like i said hopefully, but i hadnt done it in about a week and a half, which for me is long enough to lower my tolerance a bit. either way i only got 6 pills last night, and i normally hate pills and only do powder, but they were by far the best pills ive ever had. ate 4 and snorted the other two, and for whatever reason i felt as high if not higher than the first time i tried m. i dont think they even had mdma in them, but it was a very clean feeling alternative with a lot more visuals, im guessing mda which im not sure if ive ever had before.
im now moving to a place where its so expensive and hard to find that it wont be a problem(thats not why im moving tho). So i dont know what you can take from that big rant but maybe itll help someone. The stuff can sneak up on you, i liked jsut havign the extra energy about as much as the high its self. all that being said, i honestly can say that i dont think its had to many effects on me apart from bad memory for about a week or two after a binge, but after about 10 days usually im back to normal. i also drink enough juice each day to get about 900% of my daily vitamin c which can minimize neurotoxic effects along with some other vitamins. and i also take 5 htp fairly often, and i also ski 5 hours everyday so im pretty active.(haha and most people havent tried it but i can honestly say that skiing on mdma is better than sex on mdma or anything at all that ive done in my life, it gives you the most amazing feeling and rush to just hit a jump rip some powder or just go really fast, but im done with that now obviously)
i guess at this point im doing ok and could probly continue this on a bit longer with out too much bad happening, but i just see no need for that at this point, ive had my fun going crazy with that drug, now ill probably only have it once or twice a month and just start doing psychedelics more. Im just so glad that i dont like coke, like id honestly rather be sober than be on coke, but if i did like it as much as i do mdma then i would probably have some pretty big issues.
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