Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
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- Nov 3, 2008
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i get 60 2mg bars a month....for the first 2 weeks i have some fun. then the next 2 i take either a half or a quarter of a bar...i always make sure i don't run out. when you've been a junkie for 10 plus yrs, you learn very quickly what and what not to do to make sure you are ok. plus, you always have to have several back up connects. one thing i will never do is have to depend on someone else to get my shit for me(at their leisure). whenever i have a friend who solely depends on one person to cop for them i tell them this: "you have two choices...you either need to get your own connect (*pref. at least 3) OR you need to get clean NOW." it is a miserable way to live, to be at someone's mercy for heroin.
I always had one connect and I was fine. Having to take a break from heroin use isn't horrible or to be feared.
And, if you're addicted to heroin, you're living at someone's mercy for heroin, whether it be one dealer, or three of them, or twenty of them, or a new dealer every time...you're still at someone's mercy for it; hoping they don't rip you off, give you bunk shit, haven't cut it with something dangerous, etc.
I think it's a lot better to go to one dealer that you can trust.