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High? How are you pt - let's get ratshit

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After spending all yesterday snorting amphetamines and coke; I worked til 3:30 this morning and now I'm home, and still amped up like a motherfucker. Time to drink my weight in 1,4-b and smoke myself into a coma....
 
what do you think? just more retarded amounts of MDPV. fucking feels good man.
 
I havent posted on these boards in >2 yr.

I'm clearly very much a lurker apparently.

Anyways, just some beer, scotch, and nicotine here.

Damn you rangrz, i'm only 31 miles away over the lake. getting in my boat, be right there ^
 
you take the boat over to ontario place. and we will party...serious, take a nice sail/steam over, i love boats/used to work on em. we could have a fun little weekend.
 
hmmm..wouldn't call it high just a ket afterglow with some xanax as usual
 
Tripping on 10mg 5-meo-amt that I took earlier followed by the 5mg I just snorted half an hour ago. Feeling a bit of nausea and have developed a very slight headache. Not enough to distract me.

This is bringing up those experiences I had in the K-hole. Not like reliving them, but feeling the memories in a strong way that is partially like reliving them. Having lots of weird and crazy thoughts on the nature of reality and of what we really are as a result.

How do we know what is real? Is the universe we inhabit something either fake or real that we created to escape into? How do we even know that what is in our memory is real and not something fabricated by ourselves or someone/something else from nothing or something completely different from what we think happened?

I don't know what is real or what to think. Maybe I will someday, or maybe never. Maybe I would hate to find out.
 
woah, that post made less sense then my tweaked out insanity...somehow.

particularly, any tryptamine analog, ketamine, universe, and real combined into a paragraph.
 
Popped a 10mg Val and just going to finish a small joint just rolled.
 
Skyhigh on a mix of Punk rock, Sludge metal, Temazepam + alcohol (not recc'd), and grass.
 
felt so fucking shitty coming down from 30mg adderall... so i popped a valium, added a beta-blocked just to be silly, and now am drinking some good old Steel Reserve now as i attempt to work on my portfolio for fiction class (wish me luck!)
 
smoked a bowl a bit ago but I'm not feeling it any more.

now to dig into my ketamine :)
goodbye reality
 
going to go get vitamine water, take an L-dopa then rip more MDPV. I'm sure there is no way this can go wrong, right?
 
i just injected 2mg of subutex for the first time with many thanks to a fellow bluelighter whom i met for the first time lastr night, finally :) you know who you are brother <3 im looking forward to meeting Mr tonight and score some free beer where he's working:D

i know it wasnt the smartest thing to be injecting but when there is a pharmacy 50m away from our hotel...

i'm pretty ing high and pain free. brisbane life is great right about now.
 
i just injected 2mg of subutex for the first time with many thanks to a fellow bluelighter whom i met for the first time lastr night, finally :) you know who you are brother <3 im looking forward to meeting Mr tonight and score some free beer where he's working:D

i know it wasnt the smartest thing to be injecting but when there is a pharmacy 50m away from our hotel...

i'm pretty ing high and pain free. brisbane life is great right about now.

this isn't classed as relapsing;) no other will be consumed except alcohol tonight. booyah
 
^benzos have high BO when taken orally. dont be wasting your drugs kids!

slightly high on gabaergics. waiting to get off work to go talk to mr. brownstone.
 
Smoked a cigarette earlier, and spilled my guts beside the car about halfway through.

Just smoked another on my front porch.
Being in the dark outside was scary, even with the front porch lit up.
I don't know why the dark seems scary when what I fear is some sort of powerful cosmic being doing me harm or trying to teach me an unpleasant lesson for my own good.

I just feel safer in a well lit room.

I should have waited longer before tripping after that amazing, terrifying experience I had on ketamine the other night.

To think, I've been wishing I had more ketamine. Why would I want to go back there so badly?

I hope death isn't the end and that the next life will be better than this one. I hope we can live in a world without suffering, or at least with a lot less than we have on this world. Still, it could be worse. I have seen and experienced a hellish reality. It may or may not be real. I don't know. It sure felt real enough. That is supposedly why this and the other universes(multiverse) exists, so we can escape from that place. But maybe the place I visited wasn't as bad as I interpreted it as being. It might even have been a good place and I was just too scared to see it. Maybe that is one reason I'd want to go back, to find if that could be the case. Maybe I want to see if I can somehow find out if it is real. I don't think that would be possible. Nothing I can conceive of could prove whether there was any truth to the experience or if it was nothing more than hallucinations, delusions, and an out of body experience caused only by a drug, at least during this life. If there is a next life, maybe I'll find out.
 
in ambien-enduced stupor i killed nearly half the stimunlants (which i needed for other shti) and stormed around the house generally disturbing the piece, etc... oh drugs... i DONT GIVE A FUCK lolololol

about another ambien or two (it's 12:04AM) (work tomorrow at 10 AM sharp)

it's batman's turn to discern the fate of us toeclippings...
 
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