Exactly
I have been on Focalin(dexmethylphenidate) for about 6 months, and I'm currently on 70mgs of the IR. I've blown my Focalin everyday since having been prescribed them. At first I was on XRs, crushed the beads up and snorted 'em. Then got some IRs to augment those, crushed those up and snorted 'em. Now I'm up to blowing 2-3 IR pills 3 times daily. I'm still alive(barely, maybe), so if you need them, take them everyday. ORALLY.
I tend to run out of my script a week early on average, so there's always a ridiculous monthly withdrawal. My heart gets all weird, but all I do for a week straight is eat and sleep. I gain back 5 lbs, at the least, which is always good. I'm 5'8" and 105 lbs, 108lbs soaking wet and 100 lbs at the end of my script, so weight gain is welcomed heartily.
The first time I ever touched a stimulant in my life, I blew 45mgs of Adderall XR. Crushed up the beads into fine powder and sucked that shit up my nose. That was the start of my stimulant adventures.
Tony Montana has snuffed Ritalin near daily since about mid 07' four/five days per week. Mr. Montana's Dr. lives abroad. And Tony obeys the Laws of the U.S. and US Customs. Since he has nothing to hide, Tony easily returns with what is allowed and complies with every law. Of Public record is that a monthly amount of personal medication, i.e. one box sixty x 10mgs Ritalin, in addition to many sch.IV benzos.tc. are allowed into the U.S. so long as they are for you and no one else.
(Don't the editors pull out the juice from these responses and leave the pulp??) Firstly, don't answer any question if you don't want to. Or if yer a minor or don't feel like replying then no sweat. Best of Luck.
If OK, curious; 1. Is dexmethylphenidate "Focalin" 'STRONGER' than just methyphenidate? On wiki dexmethylphenidate seems to carry some W/D punch? vs. Ritalin. Also, how did (U need'nt answer) you settle on Focalin XR and not one of TEN other ADHD meds?
A sixty carton x 10mgs lasts Tony hardly a week. He also polydrugs sometimes with caffiene, mazindol (I mean Tony Montana) but usually diethlylpropion 1 to 2 hundred mgs (Gets even better huh). I've really become very tolerant. Oh, Also, Mr. Montana enjoys Poppy Tea too! With Ms. Popp Tea Tony has had an affair lasting almost a decade. Pharma, three years. Can it get any better!!
By default, his benzo is Clanazapam, two boxes make a month's supply.
There is rediculously rumored to be One offscript high profile Pharma which some think exists but I waste not my time on trivial phantoms, so I need'nt even discuss it. I don't know anything about it. Did you know an elderly person who fractures a hip on average dies within five years regardless of current health or anything else? Also, has the U.S. avrg. life expect. for women reached 80 yet? should be close by now).
I achieved Nirvana the first two times Tony Montana did some of Ritali yellow cake, five mgs. Been chasing a it ever since. Those Rit mustard five mgs belonged to his best friend for his ADD & impulsiveness. They Knew each other for almost twentyfive years.. from age five (early 1980s). 2004, October. That uncontrollable impulsiveness finally ended his life forever. About a year after I moved, and he was gone.
I still can't accept it. not even close. It actual hurts maybe more than when in 2003 my mom died of a horrendous blood cancer. I would dream about meeting him at least once, twice a week, being so happy he was alive, then I'd wake up and just lay there stunned.
Anyway I suppose i'm gonna have to visit a shrink in San Antonio
I think alot about how i might benefit from Adderall or even Dexedrine(thats likely the last, last line of meds after the 832nd meds fails! Adderall s usually in the arsenal for adult ADHD. Given the Ritalin tolerance, will likely be very dissapointed.
Best of luck,
Thank anyway,