Yeah makes sense, I was just wondering if anyone has felt the anxiety/worry MDA sometimes causes for me
Yeah sorta, but to be honest with you, MDMA gives me this panicky feeling at first, too. Sometimes I smoke a bowl if that's available or hit a vape or something and sorta smoke it off and then I'm fine again. You have to remember that these drugs trigger dopamine and adrenaline in addition to serotonin. That adrenal kick (from epinephrine/norepinephrine) can be somewhat anxiogenic, and MDA produces less anxiolysis than its
n-methyl analog, so this stands to reason. MDA is a psychedelic and if you think about it, were it LSD, psilocin, or mescaline, you would probably equally feel self-conscious.
Also, don't forget MDA is more potent than MDMA, so be careful not to overdo it. As to the blend, I like to start with an 80 mg MDMA to 70 mg MDA capsule with another 30 mg MDMA + 20 mg MDA booster at the one hour mark. It's a serious roll at that point, so strap in. And honestly, this is for recreational use. If I'm shooting for something more therapeutic, I take 25% less than this. Stay safe out there, and kudos for the thorough harm reduction.
so from what i've gathered in this thread, if i've lost/losing the magic from MDMA then MDA would be a viable alternative
wondering whether to combine the two or to take MDA by itself
It's nice to appreciate MDA on its own. If you've "lost the magic" chances are you either have an imposter product masquerading as MDMA, you're on an interfering medication, or you're using too often. Either way, MDA and MDMA are cross-tolerant, so I'm not sure where you picked up the idea that MDA would work while MDMA doesn't. That said, perhaps your MDMA source is shit, so there's nothing wrong with giving MDA a go, I suppose.
You can always try boofing water alone to get accustomed, remember that your syringe should not have a needle and I find the optimal liquid volume is around 3-5ml. It can help to get air in the syringe as well, when pushing the plunger keep it pointed in a downward angle and use the bubble to ensure all liquid leaves the syringe
I'd also like to point out that you want to deposit the drug solution to the colon, not the rectum (obligatory: "rectum? damn near killed him! kanuck kanuck kanuck!"). The colon is the first ~1.3 inches (3.3 cm) past the anus. It's much more vascular than the rectum and will deliver the drugs faster to the blood stream. In other words, you don't need to go very deep with the oral syringe to "suitcase" a drug. Prepare your syringe and bring your phone or something to read, then lie flat on your stomach w/your pants down. With a little bit of lube, insert the oral syringe and inject the ~3 ml of solution slowly, like maybe over the course of ~30 seconds, not all at once. Now give it 5 minutes or so and you're good to go. When you stand, nothing should come out, and thus: dissolve it in a very small amount of water, like 2 or 3 ml if you can. I should add, make sure you've already taken a shit and cleaned your ass and I would strongly recommend giving yourself an enema / anal douche first. It will help to prepare you for the sensation, just to get used to it.
Also, note: their are two anal sphincters – one of them is a voluntary muscle and the other is involuntary. You have to relax and sorta push out initially. Take your time and use plenty of lube. It should not be painful at all; don't force it. See? Now you know how
she feels, lol.
Not the most social route of administration, but it
is quite effective with the right technique! Good luck
