Psychlone Jack
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I laughed hard at that and also realized isn't that what we all ever do with whatever we do? To make this God forsaken hell hole a little less sucky? This holiday Good Friday is a sucky day, it is suppose to be the day that Jesus was nailed to a cross for telling people to love on another. And the people in power didn't like that. Familiar? Sucky!
So for me to make things suck less it is a gabapentin night for me. Had about 1800 mgs, first time in 10 days. Might hit a little DMT tonight to help get my head straight. 20 mgs or so. My favorite amount.
So kratom, gabapentin, pipe hits of Cherry Trix and a blast of DMT, hoping to integrate some grief I have been feeling.
Yeah man, that's about the best we can hope for some days just to make things suck less. Sad to look back and see how little we've actually progressed behaviorally, as a species, huh?
Today's suck mitigation supplies - just weed so far, but by God enough of it. Been smoking on the same bong that's basically just a shake-coated 1.5g moon rock, for well over an hour and it's not even halfway done lol. Little dab here and there, too. Got a couple beers on the fridge that I'll probably have later, basically just trying to mollify myself forever I can while I finish this goddamn bupe. Kick the taper Monday. Need benzos, don't have them lol.