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ageingpartyfiend
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Sounds like they charged them pretty quick then - I imagined they would be bailed while they worked on untanlging the web to see what they could pin on them, must be pretty clearcut due to the evidence stupidity on their part (should get extra time for sheer stupidity imo)
Given all those circumstances mate I'd prepare yourself for this making the news. Could easily be a local-ish paper front page job and wouldn;t surprise me if the tabloids got hold of it - just the juicy kinda shit they love innit, especially with the self-incriminating angle
if you do make the news @elgoucho9 make sure to get big $ on the story if this happens and you are ok with it- personally I wouldn't like the extra attention.
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I am so weak and lethargic. I hope everybody be strong. I found some help. I prescribed myself
I found a little bit of information on it again. It is difficult to research but I had lost the information I had read a long time ago.
I found it again on a prayer at the last minute. It is doing something. It has been said to cross the blood brain barrier and it is doing something - a lot.
And completely benign at the same time it seems and very much the benefit out ways the almost no risk at all. It goes like this:
Cetirizine.
It's a secret. I read up on it a long time ago. It can be a lifesaver when it is really needed.I found a little bit of information on it again. It is difficult to research but I had lost the information I had read a long time ago.
I found it again on a prayer at the last minute. It is doing something. It has been said to cross the blood brain barrier and it is doing something - a lot.
And completely benign at the same time it seems and very much the benefit out ways the almost no risk at all. It goes like this:
Abstract
First-generation H1-antagonist antihistamines, such as hydroxyzine, have the ability to cross the blood-brain barrier and cause sedation, which limits their usefulness in the treatment of allergic disorders. Cetirizine, a carboxylated metabolite of hydroxyzine, possesses the parent compound's antihistaminic activity but causes less sedation. We compared the activity of cetirizine at central H1 sites with that of hydroxyzine and terfenadine. We also compared the ability of cetirizine and three antihistamines to cross the blood-brain barrier. In each case we found that the drug's potency at H1 receptors in the central nervous system was similar to its activity in displacing H1 receptors in the lung. However, the selectivity for H1 receptors varied widely from drug to drug. Cetirizine did not bind at any of the receptors investigated, except H1 sites, even at concentrations as high as 10 μmol/L. Hydroxyzine and dexchlorpheniramine and, to a lesser extent, terfenadine crossed the blood-brain barrier in significant amounts. Cetirizine passed into the central nervous system only half as readily as terfenadine. These findings suggest that cetirizine's low incidence of sedative effects is most likely caused by its diminished potential to cross the blood-brain barrier and also may be partly the result of its greater selectivity for H1 receptors, compared with its effect at other receptors that may be involved in sedation.
kiely
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Hi. Are you alright !!!
I hope that you can smile and feel happy when you get a chance.
Take Care. Good to hear you here in HR.
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your not wrong mate the dumbest shit ever. Apparently loads of people who saw the video called the police wasn't just that one girl. Then also they have the bank transfers my family paid them as extortion money already screenshotted as evidence. However they are still bailed and saying because of the charges could be upto 2 years? Trying to build the case against them i guess.
I hope everyone here is OK. I had a shit day earlier mood just wasn't right. Spent most of the day in bed. I am not happy with this big scar on my face or the wait for dentist to fix my chipped tooth. I guess I really will be laying low for a couple months.
I nearly caved earlier and bought a load of coke and oxy. Then someone here helped me greatly with sharing their own story. I spent the money on weed, cocodamol/codiene instead, i do have to accept there is going to be some pain here. Did a rewash on a CWE from yesterday, and along with a couple of joints I'm significantly less sore and miserable.
And yeah re the paper thing, wouldnt be surprised. As 3 of them already have similar charges against them one is even pending apparently. I cut contact with the one mate who was there who did nothing to stop it. I couldn't fight back against 3 of them myself. I was at a loss after about the 4th or 5th headshot.
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I’m so proud of you
*ps sorry I didn’t talk to you more yesterday I’m going through a bad pain flare & also withdrawal from pain meds & was laying in bed … but I kept praying for you
You’re being really strong & I will keep rooting for you
Gentlest of gentlest hugs
2 years? I've read about some of the old time shit they used to scumbags. But that is history.
I hope and pray you get better. I still can't get over your former friend not helping you.
If that happened in the states, they might make an example of them. Using social media?
£300? Kidnapping and a Ransom, the feds, the state, and local Authorities would all be having a pissing contest to see who gets to make those idiots rot in prison. Seriously, doing it on social media and depending on the state or feds, possible life sentences.
But, I doubt a relatively short sentence, will have much affect on guys this stupid
Wishing the best of luck, and I am really sorry to hear about what happened.
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Yeah, see the funny thing is given the predictament, they could have said thousands randsom and my parents probably would have hustled it together somehow. The fact they did it and made me call for £100, then the same again, etc, shows what kind of complete idiots you are dealing with. My mum said at first she thought I was having her on til she heard me getting hurt. It's hard to quantify how angry that makes me. Like i want their parents to hear them suffer. I want to make sure they never see their kids again.
The second they actually hit jail. I don't like to think like this too much. But well I'm sure say £500 on each one could go alot further than what they did to me. I know people in the system still doing 9s and 11s as we speak. Like actually connected criminals not fucking donuts who do stupid stuff and get themselves in trouble.
All negative stuff. Equally i feel in life there is some sort of line, and for me all these people even the one that didn't help crossed it. The rest I'd happily watch them set on fire right infront of me. It's like there is no forgive, forget, move on, here. I won't be happy til I see 3 of them doing at least 5 years. If anything less I'll find my own ends of justice.
I stayed in bed most of today. Cos I've no codeine or any kind of painkiller. Which has obviously lead to me being in a glorious mood. It's like I was making so much progress. Now I just want to shut myself off and have done with it. I couldn't care about much.
The second they actually hit jail. I don't like to think like this too much. But well I'm sure say £500 on each one could go alot further than what they did to me. I know people in the system still doing 9s and 11s as we speak. Like actually connected criminals not fucking donuts who do stupid stuff and get themselves in trouble.
All negative stuff. Equally i feel in life there is some sort of line, and for me all these people even the one that didn't help crossed it. The rest I'd happily watch them set on fire right infront of me. It's like there is no forgive, forget, move on, here. I won't be happy til I see 3 of them doing at least 5 years. If anything less I'll find my own ends of justice.
I stayed in bed most of today. Cos I've no codeine or any kind of painkiller. Which has obviously lead to me being in a glorious mood. It's like I was making so much progress. Now I just want to shut myself off and have done with it. I couldn't care about much.
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Sometimes good, you know sometimes better, and sometimes really bad. Wow. I don't know, pain where are you.
And thank you for everything that oh gawwwd is a gift. I took an antihistamine. It was a deluxe. A zyrtec, potent.
Hi @mf. I have a whole 90mg bag of kratom that I haven't even opened yet. I am terrified of it lol. I guess it's an inside joke
maybe. But I tried it a couple of years back also. So don't worry @thatmf you aren't a pusher wink wink wink lol. But all of that powder for
goodness sake. They had the extract on the shelf though. These zyrtecs make me highhhh. It's not just me though. I am sure
that I have read about it on here before as well. It seems to eliminate MY paws Completelyyy. sO I can pause maybe. It saved me.
I couldn't stand up right. My spine got all out of alignment so bad. And vertigo and my head fucked up.
It helps the time pass and helps headaches when you are in a pinch and all.
And oh I can't believe the things that happen out there or just happen just everywhere. Sht. I'm prayin. for the peace too. Sorry.
And thank you for everything that oh gawwwd is a gift. I took an antihistamine. It was a deluxe. A zyrtec, potent.
Hi @mf. I have a whole 90mg bag of kratom that I haven't even opened yet. I am terrified of it lol. I guess it's an inside joke
maybe. But I tried it a couple of years back also. So don't worry @thatmf you aren't a pusher wink wink wink lol. But all of that powder for
goodness sake. They had the extract on the shelf though. These zyrtecs make me highhhh. It's not just me though. I am sure
that I have read about it on here before as well. It seems to eliminate MY paws Completelyyy. sO I can pause maybe. It saved me.
I couldn't stand up right. My spine got all out of alignment so bad. And vertigo and my head fucked up.
It helps the time pass and helps headaches when you are in a pinch and all.
And oh I can't believe the things that happen out there or just happen just everywhere. Sht. I'm prayin. for the peace too. Sorry.
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I hope that you can heal @elgoucho9
You have been beyond brutalized.
The pain might be long and chronic. I can't even imagine hitting someone that hard and not feeling bad.
How do they live with themselves is what I do wonder AND can't even imagine.
Your parents sure didn't deserve that.
WHY. oh nevermind. They will try to beat you to submission.
And the unnecessary pain is unreal. Now all that is left is Healing.
Please Heal Well !!!!!!!! ??
Take Care.
You have been beyond brutalized.
The pain might be long and chronic. I can't even imagine hitting someone that hard and not feeling bad.
How do they live with themselves is what I do wonder AND can't even imagine.
Your parents sure didn't deserve that.
WHY. oh nevermind. They will try to beat you to submission.
And the unnecessary pain is unreal. Now all that is left is Healing.
Please Heal Well !!!!!!!! ??
Take Care.
I know how badly you want revenge, but they'll probably get what they deserve even without you getting involved. I hope you're ok.
They won’t get 5 years. Jails are full. And if they do get sentenced to 5 they will be out in 2 or less.
My mate got18 month for assault and he out already. He served 4 months.
Also not sure someone on a big sentence would do anything for £500 and risk extra time.
If u know heads in jail I’m assuming u know heads outside. Do it urself with help.
U will feel better doing it urself.
2 things though
1 do it when u calmer and plan it properly
2 leave ur phone at home when u do it
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They won’t get 5 years. Jails are full. And if they do get sentenced to 5 they will be out in 2 or less.
My mate got18 month for assault and he out already. He served 4 months.
Also not sure someone on a big sentence would do anything for £500 and risk extra time.
If u know heads in jail I’m assuming u know heads outside. Do it urself with help.
U will feel better doing it urself.
2 things though
1 do it when u calmer and plan it properly
2 leave ur phone at home when u do it
One is just out from a 4 year sentence. For a 3 on 1 attack with pool cues.
In this instance they've hit me with over 15 head shots. A vodka bottle. Extorted my family and wouldn't let me leave. I also had a knife to my throat at one stage.
Despite also having zero faith in our "Great" British justice system. I think the main culprit is probably looking about 5.
This is the sensible thing mate. Plus what have they already said to get bailed. Its not really worth a war as much as id like to do the same back it's only worsening my mental health.
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by the way, since what happened to me, i have noticed and strongly felt the support offered to me from members in this thread. @thatmf Always solid advice my friend. @AngelsandFairiesarereal you don't even know what you did for me mate. Trust me i will ALWAYS be here if you ever need me.
Also i know @BadBoy377 is always here looking out for me. Probably worried at the minitute i'll slip up, and i believe i am due you a PM.
@Jnowhere Has also consistently provided me alot of support.
So from the bottom of my heart, thanks to all of you so much. I struggle anyway its well documented, but it is the help i received in this thread that spurred me to post the link to this thread in my signature. As genuinely it's helped me now more times than i can count and often the same users.
i've neglected to mention another couple of users as i never slept last night thanks to bad dreams. But honestly anyone ever needs me in this thread just PM me and I'm there for you.
Also i know @BadBoy377 is always here looking out for me. Probably worried at the minitute i'll slip up, and i believe i am due you a PM.
@Jnowhere Has also consistently provided me alot of support.
So from the bottom of my heart, thanks to all of you so much. I struggle anyway its well documented, but it is the help i received in this thread that spurred me to post the link to this thread in my signature. As genuinely it's helped me now more times than i can count and often the same users.
i've neglected to mention another couple of users as i never slept last night thanks to bad dreams. But honestly anyone ever needs me in this thread just PM me and I'm there for you.
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Ah @elgoucho9 , mate. You're not due me anything.
You've been through the shit and I just want you to be ok. It's easy for people like us to go running to the the things that work to make it better, even if they're bad for us. But a wee slip up here n there isn't the end of the world, especially as long as it remains a wee slip up.
I genuinely believe that with the self growth and changes you've made in the last 6 - 12 months that you're capable of getting through this ok. And if there's anything I can do to help you just have to ask.
Much love,
BB
You've been through the shit and I just want you to be ok. It's easy for people like us to go running to the the things that work to make it better, even if they're bad for us. But a wee slip up here n there isn't the end of the world, especially as long as it remains a wee slip up.
I genuinely believe that with the self growth and changes you've made in the last 6 - 12 months that you're capable of getting through this ok. And if there's anything I can do to help you just have to ask.
Much love,
BB
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Thank you so much brother. You are one person i hope to meet one day. Just for a passing beer. You helped me alot as it is. So much so you dont even know. This man saved christmas in my head. Sorry i aint responded to PM but i was the worst ive been after the attack
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Yes, mate. I'd like that too.
No worries, man. I know you've a lot going on. You can send me a msg when you want to and are ready, not because you feel you have to. It was just important for me to reach out to you and let you know peoples on your side.