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Taking drugs into your old age

Yes. I will likely use drugs until I die. When I die will likely rely somewhat on that variable. I honestly thought I’d be gone by now. Sometimes I feel like someone who had a terminal illness but got a second chance at life. And now I’m like… “Shit I actually gotta figure this out.”

To be honest though I feel some drugs give us longevity. Psychedelics come to mind if used properly. My dads been smoking cannabis since he was 13 and could probably still kick my ass as he nears 70.

-GC

What happened?

Pm if you want. id absolutely love to take drugs with you and most the people in this thread.

Your moppacho joints on the dancefloor have been in my mind a lot these past few months, so shows what I think about. The way you described sharing it on the dancefloor. Beaut man.

I asked my mate whos an ayahuasca shaman if hed get me mappacho and he went "yeah. Youve got to smoke it in a pipe though. I dont want you sharing it like a joint on the dancefloor just because someone on bluelight said it was good".

:ROFLMAO:

He can be a bit arsey and ideological since taking his role from his teacher.

I agreed regarsing the pipe even though he smokes rollies. Ill totally be smoking it on the dancefloor btw.
 
Well how bad is it that I just got wetter then hell from watching girls on onlyfans?


My stomachs palpitating.
 
I mean….damn……wtf?!

These bitches are sexy af!

Didn’t know it could be like this
 
Well how bad is it that I just got wetter then hell from watching girls on onlyfans?


My stomachs palpitating.

While scrolling my top posts?

maybe you like it because you know they have to do it? Its a kink, innit? If not, why so hot?
 

So because you know they had to go to work then? Fair enough.

A charver/chav from newcastle once went "out for a buzz", to me and I solidified that in my mind, and that is my answer to my thread.
 
You must be British lol, someone says “Fanny” in the US and they’d labeled a Nancy boy. I actually had to look it up. What you don’t have the balls to call me a cunt like the rest of your brethren? Least then you would’ve had my respect.

-GC
Nah, being British tends to lose all civility, when it comes to expletives. Being s fanny isn't really an insult, more just a comment about fussiness. If someone calls youa fanny, it's like good natured ribbing, rather than an insult.
Swearing/insulting behaviour is one of the few things this country still does well...
 
Nah, being British tends to lose all civility, when it comes to expletives. Being s fanny isn't really an insult, more just a comment about fussiness. If someone calls youa fanny, it's like good natured ribbing, rather than an insult.
Swearing/insulting behaviour is one of the few things this country still does well...
Ya cunt ❤️
 
ten years ago vaping a-PVP i could absolutely take a beating. cold distorted or too hot and figiting dark as much as possible and no food or sleep for days. sitting with the piss jars and rooting around the entire house floor. in the dust under the stairs, in the closet under the stairs just were you have to crawl on your belly through filth to get to (I did find a nice 40mg a-PVP chunk there one time out of the blue) I even got a heatstroke in 2016 because I cut the freon line to the house pissed I couldnt get the bag to fill (it was locked to stop me from huffing) so then that summer there was no cool air and I stayed in the bathroom for days vaping a-PVP with no venting. i got this red rash all over my body and then I remeber sort of stumbling around hard. i had been profusely sweating for days. flailing i broke my toe and then went to the cool basement. I remember falling into a chair knowing that I would die as soon as I hit the chair. and 30 mins later i still went outside in the heat and smoked a cigarette in the sun. had another lightheaded episode heatflashback. hit more foil in the cool basement

now in my thirties being a retard and revisiting the a-pyrrolidine family I get tore up. my hands fall apart. my fingertips and feet all callosed and sore. I stood on my left leg for around 8 hours straight taking hits of a-PiHP. The knee straight and the ankle forward with around 200lbs on it. my calf was a purplish color and my leg is still numb and pissed from being forced into that position for so long

getting old sucks. i liked being absolutely stuffed with life and toughness. now im a weenie

Im going to get back to sobriety. Its the only way
 
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ten years ago vaping a-PVP i could absolutely take a beating. cold distorted or too hot and figiting dark as much as possible and no food or sleep for days.

now in my thirties being a retard and revisiting the a-pyrrolidine family I get tore up. my hands fall apart. my fingertips and all callosed and sore. I stood on my left leg for around 8 hours straight taking hits of a-PiHP. The knee straight and the ankle forward with around 200lbs on it. my calf was a purplish color and my leg is still numb and pissed.

getting old sucks. i liked being absolutely stuffed with life and toughness

Im going to get back to sobriety. Its the only way
Wait until you reach 50 - that's the human body' 'best before date'.
The thought of hammering MDPV the way I did in my thirties, chills me to the bone...
 
Wait until you reach 50 - that's the human body' 'best before date'.
The thought of hammering MDPV the way I did in my thirties, chills me to the bone...
I remember a friend of mine. he was 45. I was early 20s. were smoking the a-PVP. Its summertime. he tells me he had a heart attack at 25. then he tells me he has outrageous blood pressure. I checked it with my machine and it was 180/110. he didnt mind. just kept hitting the foil. then he went and carried a set of weights for a bench press he traded me - carried em up the stairs in the heat smoking a cigarette. with 180/110 blood pressure. he was fine. drove home later that day

that said I dont think Im that tough to handle that blood pressure. and what about the 50s? Ive seen you posting here for over a decade. I always liked you. is being 50 really that dramatic? I bet it is
 
Being 60 next year is even more drama filled - I'm nearly a fuckin' pensioner!
oh wow you are old! I mean that well. youre nearly a boomer arntya? my stepdad vaped some a-PVP at 65 with me a time. and he got into my rc collection and randomly dosed 25C and 2CP and DOC. tripped hard for 3 days. looks like theres life in the mid60s to be had lol

I have always wanted to meet the people I like on Bluelight. Im glad youre alive fab. So many longstays here have straight DIED. I couldnt believe how many Bluelighters I know who have died.

was there ever a Bluelight meetup?
 
I've known some old tweakers in my day.

You'd think a lifetime of hard stimulant usage would do you in sooner rather than later, but you'd be surprised.
 
For me becoming 51 now and seeing how many years i dabled whit ALL sorts of drugs
30 with H
35 with weed and hash
30 with benzos
15 with speed and xtc
10 with fentanyl
Those mostly overlapped or I'd be 120 already 🙄
I have accepted that there probably will be some drug ingestion for the rest of my life, here and there some weed, rX meds and legal rcs
I mean i still am functional while most my friends have a garden on their bellies.
 
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