Hi mate. Thanks for checking into that further and those thoughts.
I know nothing of this world, ROA wise.
There is a LOT I don't know, and I recognise truly, thank bloody god lol.
We yearn for knowledge. Imagine knowing everything.
I'm quite happy, to be dim and unschooled I like it that way.
Yes. If reg IV Vit C is ultimately detrimental physically to veins, then that's a shame for the poorly Martian haha. (No amount of acid kills my sense of humour lol).
Because the true (i.e. not pharma-poison-pumping doc) "physician's" primary rule is, do no harm.
Seek a healing way, without justifying collateral damage, which isn't directly part of the actual healing process, by herxeimer or just necessary passing of things.
Healing hurts. Pain is actually good. Keeps us wittful of life's threats. Makes us service ourselves.
To me, deepens appreciation, strangely. Also strengthens resolve.
So lol, I know you would understand this obvious principle anyway, I just elaborate.
Now let's make this suggestion then.
Suppose...no injecting by yourself ever. Managed to not, theoretically.
And every injection you have taken, was by the most optimum adminned Vit C IV.
In theory. I would think you'd feel a lot better now all ways maybe.
Sorry mate not trying to make you feel bad, just example for point. But I don't actually indulge regrets. "Should/shouldn't have".
Moved above that trap. It never happened lol. So I work with the present, accept, trust the path before me.
Use past pain, with joy for the lesson of it.
So what's done is done. I think we share a way there. Not everybody or even 1/100 I think are hardwired to really knowingly go extreme past boundaries like myself & you, in different ways.
Acid and ketamine was my abs favourite you know. With mushies too bettter!
And so much wicked always here then, exstacy on local trees like pure pharma Ket from 2003 Beford, London line then.
So that way, 4-6 grams pure ket sniffed weekly, 2-3 grams rave weekend, sufficed.
I'm barely interested in taking exstacy again. Easy 325 grams OG by 2005 never since.
But man I dream of ketamine it would be such a PTSD med for me after the severest case of that.
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@jhjhsdi I misled you there with my usual juxtapose.
I meant...457 trips since 25/01/21, just over a year.
Like, less than 450+ days in one year iirc haha!
I've no regrets. Some people, only here actually, assume Ive gone way off.
Way the opposite though in my okay admittedly nuts mind lol.
So to end. Not thing I do but I started a thread. A different sort. I've no idea if it would interest. It's light, easy, fun, short basic intro too.
Hello people. I do hope you are each okay. I'm on another planet still, and have my work cut out just living. Excuse my blind frankness here. I'm beyond exhaustion with a way to go. But the truth must come out, because it is a grand truth. Which I had no idea about myself until maybe 2...
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Thanks mate. Keep taking care.