I started taking around 30 mg oral street amphetamine every day for therapeutic use. I don't want to explain it since this post is about something else, BTW it worked like a chair, I've got all the effects I expected. BUT I have good evidence that amphetamine make people antisocial because of reduced serotonin release, and in some cases it is an unwanted effect. Meth probably less or contrary because at high doses releases serotonin also!
It is well knowndopamine2 receptors inhibit serotonin release -I was a little bit wrong, it is well known that serotonin inhibit dopamine release, maybe it isn't viceversa, if so there must be another pathway that lead to low serotonin release-,, probably because serotonin, empathy and stuff can be annoying when you just want to reach a goal so evolution made the brain in this way. But it is too much.
When I'm on speed I can't make eye contact for more than 10 seconds, it feels so strange and that's because of serotonin (oxytocin in reality, but it is released from serotonin pathways). I also don't have empathy, not just that I don't feel sad when someone tells me a sad story lol, but really I can't understand if someone is angry at me, or just how he feels and what kind of character it has.
This is especially a problem on speed because you just talk talk talk talk and since you lack of empathy you'll probably talk about nothing or yourself which is annoying if you do it too much (like how you do on speed), and since you don't understand when you should stop you'll end with being insulted or something lol. On amph I'am very interested in listening to others, but while I can perfectly comprehend what others says I can't process it from an emotional prospective and I answer something I would never say normally because it is just useless and not what the other one wants to listen.
With my friends nothing happens, also because they know I'm experimenting with speed these days, but all the new people I had a chance to talk literally just run away after a little bit, EVERYONE lol, even if I tried to limit myself, but like I cannot have more empathy by myself, the best I can do is just stop talking which is not something I want. Of course people with low serotonin like autistic people are not antisocial (against society, that hurt society or just people), but with speed you become antisocial because you don't give a fuck about anything and since you like to talk you just keep annoying people forever, this is antisocial; also for this you don't have social anxiety even with low serotonin I think.
Anyway this has to be fixed in chronic use. I'm thinking about combining speed with some non neurotoxic nor cardiotoxic mdma analog like MDAI or just switching to mephedrone. It is a relevant problem, for me at least. I also miss serotonin, relations now are just like work. I just want to know if this is relatable, is it? Also what do you think about combining an entactogen?
It is well known
When I'm on speed I can't make eye contact for more than 10 seconds, it feels so strange and that's because of serotonin (oxytocin in reality, but it is released from serotonin pathways). I also don't have empathy, not just that I don't feel sad when someone tells me a sad story lol, but really I can't understand if someone is angry at me, or just how he feels and what kind of character it has.
This is especially a problem on speed because you just talk talk talk talk and since you lack of empathy you'll probably talk about nothing or yourself which is annoying if you do it too much (like how you do on speed), and since you don't understand when you should stop you'll end with being insulted or something lol. On amph I'am very interested in listening to others, but while I can perfectly comprehend what others says I can't process it from an emotional prospective and I answer something I would never say normally because it is just useless and not what the other one wants to listen.
With my friends nothing happens, also because they know I'm experimenting with speed these days, but all the new people I had a chance to talk literally just run away after a little bit, EVERYONE lol, even if I tried to limit myself, but like I cannot have more empathy by myself, the best I can do is just stop talking which is not something I want. Of course people with low serotonin like autistic people are not antisocial (against society, that hurt society or just people), but with speed you become antisocial because you don't give a fuck about anything and since you like to talk you just keep annoying people forever, this is antisocial; also for this you don't have social anxiety even with low serotonin I think.
Anyway this has to be fixed in chronic use. I'm thinking about combining speed with some non neurotoxic nor cardiotoxic mdma analog like MDAI or just switching to mephedrone. It is a relevant problem, for me at least. I also miss serotonin, relations now are just like work. I just want to know if this is relatable, is it? Also what do you think about combining an entactogen?
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