I know it's such a shitty trope dude, but, confidence. It really is important. That doesn't mean be fake. Don't pretend to be confident, you've just gotta get to a place where you feel it. I've been an IV Heroin user and I've been where I am now, which is the whole "Gabapentin, Marijuana" purgatario. I'm a big believer that love is really why we are alive. Not Romantic love, although that is a variety. I had women I would associate with throughout all those years. I can only say associate because Heroin didn't really allow me to love. I don't just mean, it numbed my feelings, it just meant that no matter what, if they really needed me, I would try my best, follow through some of the time, but...
I was in a very fast-moving relationship with this girl named Audre (without a Y). We were together every day/night when we didn't have to work. One night, she was having a hard time. Emotional stuff/physical pain stuff. I had had it planned all day that I'd be getting dope that evening after work and before going over to her place. Guy couldn't meet. I say "I'm gonna bite the bullet and go over there, spend the night and be there for her. Well, that plan worked for about 4 hours. The dude was ready. I really liked this girl so much that I wouldn't lie to her. So, I said, I'm really not feeling good. She insisted we stay together and just make each other feel better. I agree, wait until she goes to sleep and then slip out. She never spoke to me again, save for 3 texts of frantic apology followed by two "leave me alones" in a row. I wanted to fight for it, but I respected it.
My point is, that wasn't truly love on my part. That was me playing my very best game of pretend and what do you know, I was back to being alone with my dope.
Now that I've made this all about me, I'll try to make my point. First off, no being shorter doesn't mean shit. Even if you were under five feet you could find love. As a 5'5" dude, yea, maybe you're not the "ideal", but there are plenty of women out there who will love you. With this knowledge in hand, be confident or, learn to be. Those same girls might never even get to know who you are or what you're about because you will not be showing them and they'll be gone. I believe we are on this planet to love, but aside from that, being a person means being the most "you" that you can be and shame is the antithesis of this.
I'm not just buttering you up dude. If you know me, you know I don't do that. I encourage and try to be positive, but I don't bullshit. There is a smart, beautiful, caring woman out there who will not care about your height and any woman who sees all of your great qualities and passes you up for how tall you are is not for you. She is the type that will marry a dentist, be left home all day with her thoughts, which in her case is a bad thing, eventually become an Alcoholic, benzo addict who's children will put her in a home the day she turns 55 and spend her last days alone, senile, not knowin her own name, but is still lucid enough to remember that slightly shorter guy she passed up while the nursing assistant steals the last of her diamond rings.
Keiif can be nice but he can also be pretty dark. Damn.