Yeah, coca leaves are high on my list but I can (yet?) only source them dried. At least whole, so should contain all alkaloids. Once I stumbled upon a few mate de coca tea bags, and didn't really feel anything but they might have been very old.
I'm not looking for a meth replacement, I only mentioned it to say that I'm not generally overly sensitive to stims but to caffeine..
Guess I'm longing for energy ... would have described it as euphoria in past but currently I'm using kratom which certainly is able to give euphoria but not an usable sort of.. I became very lethargic from long term morphine and SNRI use, currently kicking the morphine with kratom and want something to get over the time until my body adjusts ...
Do you actually feel (high dose?) ginseng?
Remembered rhodiola rosea, that was heavily pushy but just once, next day nothing.
Are harmala alkaloids usable for energy? (Yeah, dangerous together with venlafaxine. Would skip it for first try and then titrate carefully.)
@4meSM wasp spray - the meth? xD