Really worried about this. Does anyone know wtf kind of reaction this is? I have never had it before with anything. My guy doesn't understand why either. He even called to see what the hell is going on and sounded genuinely concerned and is referring me to others to ask questions about why. No answers yet.
It does what it's supposed to, but aside from that, sleep is the only thing affected. I do have PTSD, but have never experienced nightmares this bad, weird, and 'lucid'...
Nothing I have taken before has done this. I don't have much of a choice whether to take it or not, because my pain is unbearable and I have nothing else for it... so withdrawal + bad pain = can't go through that hell.
Despite sleeping for only like 6 hours in the past 4-5 days, feeling mostly ok during the day aside from baggy eye feeling. Still laughing at funny stuff and behaving normally, but am super worried about why this is happening and melatonin, prazocin, or sleepy tea are not helping. Also why every single time a go to sleep (even if for 1 hour), I get long, awful dreams that wake me up scared as shit. Every. Single. Time...
I don't want to take it, but have the pain and terrible reactions to suboxone (always precipitated withdrawal no matter how long I wait), so can't do that.
I'm sure all this sounds scrambly, because it just hit me that it's likely not an illness and is making me panic quite a bit.
Please advise, anyone. Don't need anyone blaming/ shaming for taking something like this, I already know the life circumstances that lead to this and there really wasn't much of a choice because dependence was already in motion and this is all I have to keep the WDs + pain away. Please : (
It does what it's supposed to, but aside from that, sleep is the only thing affected. I do have PTSD, but have never experienced nightmares this bad, weird, and 'lucid'...
Nothing I have taken before has done this. I don't have much of a choice whether to take it or not, because my pain is unbearable and I have nothing else for it... so withdrawal + bad pain = can't go through that hell.
Despite sleeping for only like 6 hours in the past 4-5 days, feeling mostly ok during the day aside from baggy eye feeling. Still laughing at funny stuff and behaving normally, but am super worried about why this is happening and melatonin, prazocin, or sleepy tea are not helping. Also why every single time a go to sleep (even if for 1 hour), I get long, awful dreams that wake me up scared as shit. Every. Single. Time...
I don't want to take it, but have the pain and terrible reactions to suboxone (always precipitated withdrawal no matter how long I wait), so can't do that.
I'm sure all this sounds scrambly, because it just hit me that it's likely not an illness and is making me panic quite a bit.
Please advise, anyone. Don't need anyone blaming/ shaming for taking something like this, I already know the life circumstances that lead to this and there really wasn't much of a choice because dependence was already in motion and this is all I have to keep the WDs + pain away. Please : (