So I'm tripping right now. But lol so my girlfriend just went through a hell of a loop. And it has baffled both of us. And has consumed our minds and can't get off it. I've just never heard or seen anything like it.
So at 11am, me and my gf each dropped 3hits. Everything thing is going good. you know how it is lol
Well we're sitting on the porch, small talk and what not. And then she gets up out of nowhere, grabs my arm and says "let's cuddle". Then gets all desperate about going to cuddle.
"We need to go cuddle now" kept saying it and tugging on my arm pretty good desperate to go cuddle. I finally get up and try to figure out whats up with her. Well somehow I snapped her out of it and she said she was in a loop. That she needed to break it. Said that we were in a loop and we need to move elsewhere we need to break. But I was never in her loop. But then while she's explaining it, it starts doing it again. "We need to go cuddle now" .Pulling me inside to our bedroom. As soon as we get there she turns around, and gets this look on her face like she's about to break down crying. Then she smiles real big, threw her arms around me and falls on to the bed with her. We lay there, she's like in and out of whatever loop she's in. She knows she in it, but can't do anything about it when it comes. It was weird man. Then she starts saying she loves me, and everything will be okay, because I have you. Everything is gonna be fine, because I have you. So I'm weirded the fuck out. We said let's go on a walk. Change the scene up. So we get up to get our shoes on and Then does it again but just for a sec. All Panicky, and saying because I have you, because I have you, getting all lovely dovey wanting to kiss then I snap her out of it and she gets her shoes and we go out for our walk. Said she's fine.
We made it to next door out on the sidewalk. Then she starts doing it again. Wanting to love on me, saying "because I have you" after everything she said. I said let's go back. She said no it's fine let's walk, turns around starts walking while like being all Panicky about it. Well I grab her arm, but she keeps walking. She like became rigid and would not stop. I was yanking on her arm to stop her and she was stuck in that position moving forward. I finally stopped her, and held her. Tell her yes everything will be fine because you have me. She really liked that "because you have me" phrase and reassuring her on that seemed to somewhat help but whatever loop gripped her, when it came, it was all against her will. We walk right back home, from next door, and she does it again. Becomes rigid and heads up through our front yard to the house. Stuck in that charging position till I yanked her out of it once again. Go inside and I call her friend that was suppose to come over later and told her to get here now cause I don't know what the fuck is happening. I was starting to lose reality myself from all this. Then it became "because I have you" and "Zoe is on the way. Constant reassuring.
Well while we're waiting she starts doing it again. Getting all lovey dovey and because I have you and all up in my face. Being all Panicky. I tell her to do whatever she needs to do to not go into whatever it is she's going into. She starts dancing crazy for a sec. But still grips her.
Well her friend Zoe shows up and slowly we think that broke whatever cycle she was in. We got in the car and left. She was being all funny for a bit in the car but then settled out and is all good now. I think we got her playing "I spy" in the car got her out of the loop. We are still tripping on this trip right now. And it has consumed our trip after the event lol and We just can't get off it. Trying to figure out what the fuck.
She describes melting in to me it felt like. And now still can't shake the feeling of her left arm melting into me. That her and me were like one. That she also thought I was like, apart of the loop. And now that she knows I wasn't, it weirds her out. Said my face was turning into a horse face. Says everything was warping inside of itself. Said it was like a breakdown. Said she lost all grasp of reality. She says she don't know how to describe yet cause she's not sober. But I guess she was tripping balls lmao
All the while I'm still trying to hold onto my sanity. I just want to know what's up with that lol like this was one hell of a loop she was in. And were starting to think I was cause her looping I guess. Like it all revolved around me in a sense. Cause she was breaking the loop, but still was going right back to those few things she was doing. So was she is some kind of mental loop? So we're stumped and it has consumed our time. Obsessed with it right now. Anyone else experience anything like it? Or know what's up with it? Is it a metal breakdown, one hell of a mental loop or what? We're just curious to what it was and maybe what to do next time? Idk man we were tripping balls
All I got to say is, damn this some good shit
So at 11am, me and my gf each dropped 3hits. Everything thing is going good. you know how it is lol
Well we're sitting on the porch, small talk and what not. And then she gets up out of nowhere, grabs my arm and says "let's cuddle". Then gets all desperate about going to cuddle.
"We need to go cuddle now" kept saying it and tugging on my arm pretty good desperate to go cuddle. I finally get up and try to figure out whats up with her. Well somehow I snapped her out of it and she said she was in a loop. That she needed to break it. Said that we were in a loop and we need to move elsewhere we need to break. But I was never in her loop. But then while she's explaining it, it starts doing it again. "We need to go cuddle now" .Pulling me inside to our bedroom. As soon as we get there she turns around, and gets this look on her face like she's about to break down crying. Then she smiles real big, threw her arms around me and falls on to the bed with her. We lay there, she's like in and out of whatever loop she's in. She knows she in it, but can't do anything about it when it comes. It was weird man. Then she starts saying she loves me, and everything will be okay, because I have you. Everything is gonna be fine, because I have you. So I'm weirded the fuck out. We said let's go on a walk. Change the scene up. So we get up to get our shoes on and Then does it again but just for a sec. All Panicky, and saying because I have you, because I have you, getting all lovely dovey wanting to kiss then I snap her out of it and she gets her shoes and we go out for our walk. Said she's fine.
We made it to next door out on the sidewalk. Then she starts doing it again. Wanting to love on me, saying "because I have you" after everything she said. I said let's go back. She said no it's fine let's walk, turns around starts walking while like being all Panicky about it. Well I grab her arm, but she keeps walking. She like became rigid and would not stop. I was yanking on her arm to stop her and she was stuck in that position moving forward. I finally stopped her, and held her. Tell her yes everything will be fine because you have me. She really liked that "because you have me" phrase and reassuring her on that seemed to somewhat help but whatever loop gripped her, when it came, it was all against her will. We walk right back home, from next door, and she does it again. Becomes rigid and heads up through our front yard to the house. Stuck in that charging position till I yanked her out of it once again. Go inside and I call her friend that was suppose to come over later and told her to get here now cause I don't know what the fuck is happening. I was starting to lose reality myself from all this. Then it became "because I have you" and "Zoe is on the way. Constant reassuring.
Well while we're waiting she starts doing it again. Getting all lovey dovey and because I have you and all up in my face. Being all Panicky. I tell her to do whatever she needs to do to not go into whatever it is she's going into. She starts dancing crazy for a sec. But still grips her.
Well her friend Zoe shows up and slowly we think that broke whatever cycle she was in. We got in the car and left. She was being all funny for a bit in the car but then settled out and is all good now. I think we got her playing "I spy" in the car got her out of the loop. We are still tripping on this trip right now. And it has consumed our trip after the event lol and We just can't get off it. Trying to figure out what the fuck.
She describes melting in to me it felt like. And now still can't shake the feeling of her left arm melting into me. That her and me were like one. That she also thought I was like, apart of the loop. And now that she knows I wasn't, it weirds her out. Said my face was turning into a horse face. Says everything was warping inside of itself. Said it was like a breakdown. Said she lost all grasp of reality. She says she don't know how to describe yet cause she's not sober. But I guess she was tripping balls lmao
All the while I'm still trying to hold onto my sanity. I just want to know what's up with that lol like this was one hell of a loop she was in. And were starting to think I was cause her looping I guess. Like it all revolved around me in a sense. Cause she was breaking the loop, but still was going right back to those few things she was doing. So was she is some kind of mental loop? So we're stumped and it has consumed our time. Obsessed with it right now. Anyone else experience anything like it? Or know what's up with it? Is it a metal breakdown, one hell of a mental loop or what? We're just curious to what it was and maybe what to do next time? Idk man we were tripping balls
All I got to say is, damn this some good shit