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I'm on poppy seed tea right now... Been taking either OTC codeine or this maybe twice a week for over half a year without developing tolerance or anything. Quetiapine seems to potentiate opiates maybe 30%, which reduces the expense (even a small amount of quetiapine almost saturates your histamine H1 receptors). I'm not sure how this keeps in control this well despite me having been a bad alcoholic and all that some years ago. Probably because I don't have the depression and anxiety problems caused by hypogonadism from a wrong medication that I had earlier.

Also, I just got a scientific publication through peer review, so no problems with work matters either.
 
We'll my Mescaline is ready and on ice. I plan on dosing on monday afternoon because id like to wait for the 600mgs of tramadol i took today to leave my system. Ive been binging heavy for 3 days since i filled my script with a large amount of Gabapentin alongside to help reduce seizure risk. Been smoking this eigth of Train Wreck fast, most definetly lifted up right now.

A friend will be sampling an 8 seed woodrose extract tommorow, looking forward to seeing how it helps him. I will be ingesting the cactus extract the following day, im looking forward to this moment greatly

Been drinking this IPA called Raging Bitch today, its 8.3 percent, so between that and the weed n' opiod. I feel really good. Enjoy your weekend everyone.

Stay Swirly =D
 
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I did my first community service yesterday, at Goodwill. 8 hours. It was interesting, I realized I haven't worked 8 hours of my feet in a long time, shit is tiring when you're used to sitting at a desk for work. It's funny, I can hike 8 miles in a day over the course of the same amount of time and feel great by the end. Probably because I'm walking on dirt instead of tile/concrete.

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I'm on poppy seed tea right now... Been taking either OTC codeine or this maybe twice a week for over half a year without developing tolerance or anything. Quetiapine seems to potentiate opiates maybe 30%, which reduces the expense (even a small amount of quetiapine almost saturates your histamine H1 receptors). I'm not sure how this keeps in control this well despite me having been a bad alcoholic and all that some years ago. Probably because I don't have the depression and anxiety problems caused by hypogonadism from a wrong medication that I had earlier.

Also, I just got a scientific publication through peer review, so no problems with work matters either.
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Careful man. Some people can use opiates responsibly and never get addicted, but your past alcoholism makes me nervous for you. Just make sure you make hard rules for yourself and if you find yourself breaking them or adjusting them, get out while you still can.
 
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Careful man. Some people can use opiates responsibly and never get addicted, but your past alcoholism makes me nervous for you. Just make sure you make hard rules for yourself and if you find yourself breaking them or adjusting them, get out while you still can.
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Thanks for the warning again. We've discussed the same subject before, over 3 years ago, I remember. Opiate use isn't really among the most sustainable ways of having fun, as anyone has to admit.
 
That's true, for some of us it's a terrible trap.

Just ate 3 grams of tramadol in 5 days.
Thank goodness my girl hid half the script from me.
 
Tramadol always made me sick. I got a script of that and so.e hydros in 2015 when I broke my wrist and ended up with surgery
Ended up tossing the tramadol, didn't work and made me sick. Plus the SSRI thing
 
I've always loved it, maybe i metabolize it well.
After taking the break for two weeks i definetly felt light nausea on the come up. The high is blissful for me when combined with cannabis. But I'm going to show some restraint with the rest of them and use responsibly till i see my doctor next month.

Im hesitant to get something stronger cuz of my history of opiod addiction. If they gave me Oxy id munch them up so fast and not have anything for days when the pain flares up. They help me when i need them
 
I also never got a lot from tramadol, I always felt it was only a little opiate-like and kinda weird. I would even take like 400-500mg within a couple hours (I worked up from a low dosage of course, knowing the seizure risk), and never got much from it, nor ever felt seizurey at all. That was when I was addicted to opiates though. The very first time I took it, I took 250mg over a couple of hours and had an amazing high, and it's never done that again. My friend, who was also addicted to opiates (heroin no less), used to take 100mg and said it was amazing for him... he took 200mg once and actually started tremoring and thought he was going to die. Seems like individual metabolic factors play a big role with tramadol.

My girlfriend's job was having her work Tuesdays and Wednesdays, but they just changed her schedule to Mondays and Tuesdays. She works in a different town (where she lives... until next month when she's moving in with me and finding a job around here)... it sucks for me because she takes me to my alcohol treatment group on Mondays and Thursdays. So starting today I have to get an Uber there AND back every week... it's already $90 a week so now it's like $115 a week. :p I can handle that though, it's just really annoying.

On the plus side, we've been getting new furniture and she's been moving her stuff in little by little. Yesterday we did a lot of cleaning/organizing and my upstairs is in better condition than it's been in a long time (my ex's stuff was being stored there for years and it was a huge pile of shit that got leaked on through my leaky roof that she now won't approve a mortgage refinance to get fixed... it got all moldy and shit). And we got a dehumidifier and I've been running it in one half of the first floor all day and the humidity is down to 40% from the typical summer humidity of 90-95% here... the air feels so much drier there and already the sheets and towels and clothes and stuff that are always slightly damp are super fry feeling and the rooms smell faintly nice, rather than moderately mildewy. So that's awesome. :) Gonna do the other half and then the upstairs, in successive days. And then like once a week do each part of the house, just so it doesn't have a chance to build up. Hopefully I can get my house to stop causing things to mold and be all musty all the time every summer/fall.
 
Xorkoth, have you thought about getting a decent mountain bike or road bike with GOOD hybrid tires?. I dunno how far from town, or the feasibility of riding in your area though. I KNOW you gotta have some good trails up their at the least though. A bike and a backpack and you can handle a lot of shit without having to ask for favors.

Plus riding is fun.

Also, I pulled out a Sherlock style pipe I haven't used for months. Mostly been using concert trate. Got some bud to make edibles And figure I'll smoke.some. ole Sherlock had like 3 hits of 4 month ole weed left I it. Of course u know I Smoked it instead of dumping it... Cuz why the fuck not?
 
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I have a nice mountain bike but my road is really, really steep for a half mile and then the road down to town is 3 miles of constantly downhill, before getting to the first place I can go. Lots of curves too, people ride their bikes but it's sketchy. Going down is great, but back up is fucking brutal, I've done it before, had to walk my bike eventually. If I worked at it I could get in serious shape though but it also takes a long time to go back up.

I could ride my bike to band practice too but would probably take an hour there and an hour and a half back...

Thinking of getting a 49cc moped though as I can legally ride it... but they cost like $600 which I don't have at the moment...

Man you know what's cool about a 9 week break from weed? When it's over smoking weed's gonna be exciting again. :)
 
I did end up getting my dosage increased on my morphine. Went from 3x 30mg XR (1 morning 2 night) to 2x 60mg, and from 120 15mg instant release to 180 for the month.

Younger me would have been excited, current me is just worried I'll be even more addicted. Blah.

Having a really hard time today in general. Been crying on and off for the last hour just thinking about everything. Life can be a real bummer.
 
I hope you feel better man, life is very difficult sometimes
Just try to hang in there, things will get better. I've read about some of the things you are going through and im sure its really tough.

My friend just gave me this vile of a Mushroom extract put in honey thats dosed around 2 grams. But the top came off in his pocket on the way here so id say now it's around a gram.

Probably just gonna eat it up tommorow morning and have a lite trip, I'll let you guys know how it goes. Holding off on the Mescaline till next week. Supposedly the mushrooms used are Jamaican and high quality. Should make for an interesting day.
 
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pharmakos said:
I did end up getting my dosage increased on my morphine. Went from 3x 30mg XR (1 morning 2 night) to 2x 60mg, and from 120 15mg instant release to 180 for the month.

Younger me would have been excited, current me is just worried I'll be even more addicted. Blah.

Having a really hard time today in general. Been crying on and off for the last hour just thinking about everything. Life can be a real bummer.
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You got it though man. At least you are still here. Use your time the best you can and who knows what will happen. Did you ever take that DPT? If so you probaly should. (i sent you some right?)
 
I admire your strength tnw. You always seem to pull out of it. Sometimes life is so fucking intense and it feels too overwhelming, but then sometimes the next day something happens to make you really appreciate it. <3 Hang in there brother.
 
Been going through every link in the PD Index one by one to archive or save from the prune... damn we did a lot of work on that thing, it's really a masterpiece of information. :) It's half super tedious, half awesome. It's making me nostalgic for the old days... but the new days are good too. You guys are great... it's quieter here now, but we got some good people. :) But Solipsis... I miss you! You did so much for organization! Someone really needed to go through it and fix links, archive old versions of threads, etc. Lots of work, but necessary work and long overdue.

But damn, I need a break! Bluelight is always my other (non-paying) job... but this week it's been a lot more work than usual!
 
You have done an excellent job.
And I've been enjoying reading all these threads that have been popping up about random psychedelics. Its been keeping me very entertained, i love learning new things.
 
I'll add .ore kudos. I love seeing the front page filled with psychs I've never heard of or forgot about. I dunno why being a guinea pig for trips is fun, but it is.

I've been talking with my friend about going to South America for a month in the next six months to a year. Ayaadvisors.org is quite an interesting site. Half a month taking Aya, zan Pedro, kambo, maybe bufo or mushrooms, the other half being outside in beautiful places. I could die happy after that haha
 
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I'll add .ore kudos. I love seeing the front page filled with psychs I've never heard of or forgot about. I dunno why being a guinea pig for trips is fun, but it is.

I've been talking with my friend about going to South America for a month in the next six months to a year. Ayaadvisors.org is quite an interesting site. Half a month taking Aya, zan Pedro, kambo, maybe bufo or mushrooms, the other half being outside in beautiful places. I could die happy after that haha
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If you come to South America, come visit ;)
 
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