lil tripper
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i did it twice. never injected only smoked tar. but my area is sketch so it was probably fent
Now that's an interesting bucket list: "Visit the Alamo. Learn the Piano. Do Heroin."
But mainly I wanted to emphasize your finding--it wasn't me, but a roommate of mine, shot up for the first time, came back to the apartment. I could tell something was up, and figured it out pretty quick. He seemed uncomfortable and a bit agitated. Which is kind of how I felt on hospital Dilaudid (even though I kept it coming every two hours).
He didn't care for it, and for as long as I knew him, anyway, never tried it again. My ex shot up once and only once with a bunch of Santa Cruz junkies she lived with briefly. The next day she had all the symptoms of being dopesick, which baffled her friends. She didn't really have anything bad to say, but nothing good either.
Heroin has too much allure to it, to many rock stars, jazz musicians, artists, novelists, lots and lots and lots of movies--and I know you opiate users hate me saying it, a whole culture and set of traditions around getting yourself hooked on it, and the ordeal of getting off of it. It's an addiction narrative written ahead of time, and that seems pretty dangerous.
Chemically there can't be anything all that special to it anyway, compared to all the other opiates out there. In the end, heroin is just another opiate, not the strongest, not the longest lasting, and qualitatively no different than shoving the plunger down on a slow push of IV opiate in the hospital.
auranova said:Glad to see you're a moderator now Scrofula.
Chemically there can't be anything all that special to it anyway, compared to all the other opiates out there. In the end, heroin is just another opiate, not the strongest, not the longest lasting, and qualitatively no different than shoving the plunger down on a slow push of IV opiate in the hospital.
It's the 6-Mono Acetyl Morphine that kicks down the door of the BBB like a home invasion crew.. and the 1-Benzylisoquinoline backbone that separates it from the Fents, Pethidine,etc. Though Oxymorphone or Oxymorphone Hydrazone is neck and neck. But neither really ever lead to anything good as you stated.
IIRC diamorphine is kicked almost straight back out of the brain and has very short half life of only a couple of minutes...
It is indeed the 6-MAM that seperates heroin from other opiates in terms of the users "enjoyability"
It's lipophicility, being 2x as potent as Morphine and while H & 6-MAM does get kicked out it's already done it's job and escorted the Morphine home hence the "Enjoyability".
OT:This is what makes trying it so dangerous as it appeals to the limbic system which is older (in an evolutionary sense) and more influential than the rational prefrontal cortex, which is the part of your brain telling you that you'll only do it once.
Ima go with importing and red tape costs. SWAT team escorting the pharm techs. All from PR.
I guess it?s always been one of my personal rules that I would never touch herion or meth ! That?s why I?m so ashamed to be hooked On these OC?s because they are technically just legal herion .