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Remorseful. I need God’s forgiveness and I also need to forgive others. The hate feels justified, but that hate in my heart is what is going to send me straight to hell if I don’t repent and correct it.

I heard evil growls on my way to sleep, like demons mocking me. I also happened to curse my grandmother last night before falling asleep. God keeps trying to warn me. I pray for all of us. Many here are dealing with addiction, depression, sexual desires, many sins. Lord Jesus, forgive us and guide us. Amen.
 
Incredibly lonely and bored!

It’s been really dark, rainy, freezing and dreary all day.

Went for a walk around the block earlier listening to music and it made me feel like even more of a lonely loser. A lone-wolf type. Plus, it’s cold as fuck.

WHERE IS THE RELIEF?!

Update: just walked around the block twice and it was nice. I appreciate the gloomy weather and it’s darker now. I didn’t feel like I was being looked at while walking. That walk felt good.
 
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Tired, but motivated to get a great work out in to get my day started right. Must. Drink. Coffee.
 
^ I tried few times myself. It’s up to you now. Hope it works out fine. Don’t give up!

Hopeful
 
content

it's been a while since I remember feeling happy in general. things have been going well.
 
^ Wonderful!

I feel accomplished and proud. Finished my hardcore work out by 9 am. Might go for a walk and get 10,000 steps later.
 
Emotional.

It’s like I feel everything deeply and I’m really sad. Wtf? I should go to bed soon.
 
I downloaded a journal app yesterday that comes with putting a face for your mood and it was so up and down, I had to laugh! Started happy, ended sad. All over the place.
 
Sick.

Opioids. 60 hours in. Xanax and cannabis effectively treating symptoms. Legs still twitchy. Wish me luck.
 
Annoyed at myself for having a bit of a temper.

I just threw a mini fit because some greedy fuck ate all the deli meat and cheese slices. I mean, seriously! You don’t have to just sit up and eat all of it. I wanted a sammich!
 
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