RogerSigval
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Apr 11, 2017
- Messages
- 45
Why do people that enter A.A. become arrogant and uncaring of people who aren't?
I'm lying awake at two in the morning trying to figure out why my friend of SIXTEEN YEARS turned into an asshole once he got indoctrinated by A.A. and their bullshit. I quit drinking for four years and was still there to clean up his vomit, clean his house that he destroyed and comfort him back to sanity. But the favor is never returned from these twelve step people... he (like all my experiences with A.A. assholes) wants nothing to do with me now because I'm not in the "program." I didn't quit by listening to Bill W's nonsense; I did it on my own. Of course, I admit I screw up sometimes, and I admit that my four years was only that: four years. A few times a year, I still fall into a dark place with drinking, but I've NEVER questioned his path or told him to go astray. I even said I admired his attempt to stay sober. Now he's just holier than thou like all the others.
Is he thinking about me at two o'clock in the morning? Probably not... I've tried my best to be courteous to those in this ridiculous "twelve step" shit, but I'm done. Anyone who says it's not a mind washing cult is lying to themselves. I encourage everyone who's "working" this bullshit program to quit. I understand fixing oneself is important, but if you're too weak to keep in contact with old friends, don't blame it on the friends. Have the decency to admit it's YOUR problem that you're incapable of speaking to an old drinking buddy without being "tempted" or whatever.
A.A. is a bunch of liars, and I'm simply finished with turning a blind eye to this. People's belief (or disbelief) in a "higher power" is up to each individual. So to all you Bill W. fuckers: go on and fool yourselves into thinking you've found the "only way," but know that you're all lying to yourselves as much as you were when you were drinking. The "program" is evil. End of story
I'm lying awake at two in the morning trying to figure out why my friend of SIXTEEN YEARS turned into an asshole once he got indoctrinated by A.A. and their bullshit. I quit drinking for four years and was still there to clean up his vomit, clean his house that he destroyed and comfort him back to sanity. But the favor is never returned from these twelve step people... he (like all my experiences with A.A. assholes) wants nothing to do with me now because I'm not in the "program." I didn't quit by listening to Bill W's nonsense; I did it on my own. Of course, I admit I screw up sometimes, and I admit that my four years was only that: four years. A few times a year, I still fall into a dark place with drinking, but I've NEVER questioned his path or told him to go astray. I even said I admired his attempt to stay sober. Now he's just holier than thou like all the others.
Is he thinking about me at two o'clock in the morning? Probably not... I've tried my best to be courteous to those in this ridiculous "twelve step" shit, but I'm done. Anyone who says it's not a mind washing cult is lying to themselves. I encourage everyone who's "working" this bullshit program to quit. I understand fixing oneself is important, but if you're too weak to keep in contact with old friends, don't blame it on the friends. Have the decency to admit it's YOUR problem that you're incapable of speaking to an old drinking buddy without being "tempted" or whatever.
A.A. is a bunch of liars, and I'm simply finished with turning a blind eye to this. People's belief (or disbelief) in a "higher power" is up to each individual. So to all you Bill W. fuckers: go on and fool yourselves into thinking you've found the "only way," but know that you're all lying to yourselves as much as you were when you were drinking. The "program" is evil. End of story