Here's my advice: don't do meth.
It probably won't be the end of the world if you try it, but there is literally no benefit to your life from trying it, and it has the potential to make your life worse (both short & long term)
Also, I am of the opinion that until you fuck with drugs like meth or heroin, you probably don't have a very clear view of just how susceptible you are to addiction.
Good post.
Wish we could just rate posts with stars or likes/dislikes, or add a couple sentences to the end of a given post in rating it and giving your reasons.
Would be less clutter, less posts. I think.
Yes the only other amphetamine I've tried is Ritalin at very high doses and Im getting some Adderall soon. I have decent self control with them, I tend to try high doses of drugs but not to do them very often.
There is more to consider than infrequent use. Taking high doses, especially when inexperienced with a substance, isn't really a great idea. I'm certainly not judging you. I just see several threads where you have been taking several new things lately. Again, not judging you or trying to preach. But this is a harm reduction, site.
HR would be to research, research, research any substance, and when new to it, start slowly.
Please don't end up as another obituary of a young person who "only did it once". Research is your friend, and this site is filed with VERY EXPERIENCED users. I'm glad you're here, hon.
Regarding meth. I'm very liberal in my views on drugs, even legalization. But I must say, in my personal opinion, meth is one of, if not THE MOST DIRTY, TOXIC drugs there is.
If you insist on doing it , keep use infrequent. This is a cancer causing drug. Read up on the chemistry.
Start hydrated, eat, and get sleep. When I messed with this I always, always stopped early in the day enough that I always slept, set night.
Also this drug can ramp up sexual urges. This can lead to irresponsible encounters with consequences. Any substance, that alters your mind can yes, but I've had lots of first hand and second hand experience with meth and in my experience this drug in particular can lead to hypersexuality.
If you are around others doing this who do not hydrate, eat, and sleep, know that manic and violent episodes aren't uncommon.
Knowledge is power
Stay safe! Peace.
Edit, the come down can be a bit much as well, you may feel very sad, depressed, empty. Just be prepared and know it will pass. Weed can help.
Edit: to add to what auranova said, yes, this will be it at first. Eventually, though, your nervous system and brain will deteriorate, and since it is highly toxic it won't take long. And before you know it that perfect lover analogy, waiting behind the door....will be replaced by a violent, horrible, worst nightmare partner that threatens everything. That being said, if you get in over your head and make the wise choice to stop, I did not find the withdrawal to be that bad. I was young. The older and worse your health in general is, the harder any withdrawal will be.BBut I wad hungry, sleepy....now on opiates for pain and how I WISH I could take a sleep time machine through those withdrawals lol. Oy.
I'm sorry if it seems like I'm coming down hard on you or preaching, as I've responded to more than one thread of yours. It's just that I'm thinking you are young, right? And I see you are first-timing a wide variety off substances currently. This sets of alarm bells for me. My intentions are compassionate and of concern, please do not think I'm judging you for one nanosecond. PM me if you'd like to talk more.
I'm about to go through heroin withdrawal, so I will either be talkative to stay busy, or too sick to even read, but if the latter outs the case, I will get back to you as soon asap.
Given your current experimental thing, and taking high doses even if not frequent, I'm wondering if there's something going on in your life that is hard to cope with right now? Or, something that has been ongoing but I'd coming to a crescendo, or something was the straw that broke the camels back?
I am very much into helping people talk things out. I enjoy it. I'm decent at it . Friends put me in touch with their friends I don't know at all specifically because I'm good at listening and good at comforting and giving reasonable advice, and I do not judge. I've been through too much hell to be judgemental 99.999% of the time.
If you need to talk, I'm here. I've been through a lot. Sexual abuse, assaults, medical hell, chronic pain, being beaten severely by an alcoholic partner, and much, much more, like very traumatic losses of a horrible nature, targeted by narcissists, etc. I say this to hopefully make you feel comfortable to talk with me. That I do understand. A wide variety of things.
You seem like a bright person and I get the feeling that you're probably quite creatively talented. I just have a hunch. Life can be very hard. I hope you will reach out to me if you would like to talk. About anything. Be well, sweetheart. Peace