Thank you, that is very helpful. Unfortunately, as you said, being 17 and living under the authority of two already aware and intelligent but somehow still ignorant authority figures makes it difficult to deal with things in an unorthodoxed way so unfortunately, it seems as if an inpatient rehab facilitation and having them prescribe a tapering med or just tapering with alcohol itself is my only option. Unfortunately, as I said, I only have 3-4 shots so alcohol tapering would be impossible without having to steal from the grocery store again, which as you can imagine, is currently impossible and would be an incredibly retarded idea. So now I feel stuck and I think my dad is going to take the laptop soon and I'll be here, depressed and bored, going through w/d's and that vodka will sit there, begging to be drunk. Fuck lol.