The EADD 3-FPM Megathread

[Bearlove]

*Checks to see if Evey's has started, breaths a sigh of relief*

 

[consumer]

*Checks to see if Evey's has started, breaths a sigh of relief*

Haha

 

[Eveleivibe]

*Checks to see if Evey's has started, breaths a sigh of relief*

hahaha give the postie time lol

Special delivery should be here before 1 pm - the sooner I'm having some - not that I've missed it or owt............ :D

Evey

 

[Eveleivibe]

Love how mellow this stuff makes me feel yet so functional. It's like I've been given energy back I lost a long time ago. (I hope this isn't considered de-railing a drug thread since I'm giving
My experience on 3fpm, if it's considered de-railing can someone let me know what I should/not be including as not my intention to derail). Thanks.

Evey

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

You are derailing this drug thread by talking about housework

 

[Eveleivibe]

You are derailing this drug thread by talking about housework

I've taken that out so it's not derailing like that yea?

Evey

 

[Sprout]

This fucking drug.
I crave it more than I ever did Opioids.
After weeks/months without I still haven't gone a day without thinking about the rustle of the foil, the crackle as it melts, that amber trail of liquid, the taste of the powder as it vapourises, my back arching almost 180 degrees as my body is enveloped in euphoria, the feeling of my blood boiling as my breath cools.
Eugh, it's perverse.

 

[Eveleivibe]

i found five days without this difficult lol. I don't know about you but I found when I drank cravings were worst. If you're finding it difficult have you considered a break from Bluelight? This place can be hugely triggering when trying to deal wigh cravings. Sorry my endlessly talking about it cannot help, didn't realise you were going through that

Evey

 

[Eveleivibe]

Gotta figure re-dosing without being sick as I'm crashing now n this cannot happen on fuckin new years eve. Damn this is goimg wrong. Can't get any sleep Hark, damn fuck @ me fot having to have instant there n then. I should have known Bluelight wouldn't have been busy. Raasy would love this me feeling like shite so he can crow over me. He will fkn love this Dammit I need tp sort this FFS why did I stay up all night I'm such bloody idiot. Advice? I will slee New Years Day.
I was fine stayimg up two nights last week.

Evey

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

For every night of sleep you miss, you need at least 2 good sleeps to compensate. It's not an exact science and we've all fallen foul of if at some point, but going without sleep is like taking out a loan - you have to pay it back, with interest...

 

[Eveleivibe]

Are you serious, FUBAR, because I can never tell with you. I only went five days since I had this last. I'm not really good with this moderation lark with anything.

This druggie malarky is difficult. How do you perfect it n get it right?

PS: I'm having a good week off doing this once I've ran out this 5g as my goodness it's hard work.

Evey

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

Are you serious, FUBAR, because I can never tell with you. I only went five days since I had this last. I'm not really good with this moderation lark with anything.

This druggie malarky is difficult. How do
You perfect it n get it right?

Evey

Yes, I am being serious (I didn't swear). Being in an altered state of consciousness is just not sustainable unfortunately. What you take out, you've got to give back. It takes years of study to get it right, but you only ever know if you've got it wrong...

 

[Cloudie]

Ran out of F-lam and ran out of 3-FPM on Tuesday.

Haven't slept a wink since. Still not tired, and won't be sleeping tonight either.

Miserable New Year's Eve for me then!

 

[Eveleivibe]

Trying to re-stim ah what the eck I can't if I feel things aint right n people will enjoy it going crow over me n relish in my misfortune

Starting to feel better now, dose kicking in. Nsusea easing off slightly

Evey

 

[Bearlove]

Trying to re-stim ah what the eck I can't if I feel things aint right n people will enjoy it going crow over me n relish in my misfortune

Evey

Evey, I'm pretty sure that a lot of people warned you about tolerance and the compulsive nature of stims. Day one you can take this much, next day you may need a bit more to get the same effect, then you don't want the crash so you take a bit more, and more, and more. None of us who care about you will take any comfort or enjoy any misfortune that comes from this.

Have a sleep, if you can't sleep then Eat something, try fruit as normally easier to eat - then take a break from the site, put some music on and have a lie down in a dark room and just drift about in your thoughts. A couple of drinks 'may' take the edge off your experience but please be careful mixing alcohol with stims as they have a very strange effect (do not try and get drunk).

Bear

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

Yes, be careful with alcohol. I find a couple of days on 3fpm reduces my alcohol tolerance significantly.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Oh here we go the I told you so Tell ye what I won't mention any difficulties I come to - the way any othet member can - because I'll this "I/we told yoi so". Helpimg someone isn't about crowing pver someone because they never advice.

For instance, I gave Julie advice today that I feel she won5 take. But I dom't hold that against her as she's an adult n prety free to do as she pleases. I just see thr advive I gave as an extra option for her to take or leave. I would nevrt crow over her if I'm ever proven right but would simly be a friend to het n offer her the same support I've offered previously.

Please don't crow over me with "I told you so's" it just makes me feel small n humilated for deciding to experiment n that puts me off coming to you all if I'm dificulty with 3-fpm. Not fair to shame for choosing, as an adult, not to take a certain. Please allow me the dignity of making my own mistakes n learning from them myself, throug my own personal experence - rather than based on someone's say so.

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For the record I'm back to feeling ace on 3-FPM n that was a temporary blip terriby sorry to disappoint but all is going well for me now n I'm back to enjoying this. Sorry :D

Evey

 

[Drum]

The worst decision was to allow her access back to this site, if left long enough she would have recovered from bluelight.org withdrawls and hopefully moved on with her life....

 

[Eveleivibe]

Evey, I'm pretty sure that a lot of people warned you about tolerance and the compulsive nature of stims. Day one you can take this much, next day you may need a bit more to get the same effect, then you don't want the crash so you take a bit more, and more, and more. None of us who care about you will take any comfort or enjoy any misfortune that comes from this.

Have a sleep, if you can't sleep then Eat something, try fruit as normally easier to eat - then take a break from the site, put some music on and have a lie down in a dark room and just drift about in your thoughts. A couple of drinks 'may' take the edge off your experience but please be careful mixing alcohol with stims as they have a very strange effect (do not try and get drunk).

Bear

Just read all of this - I've a habit of reading first sentence or two n getting upset. Sorry I was just paranoid earlier that people will say they told me so etc. I kinda mixed alcohol n stim Christmas Day as family expected me to drink obiously didn't knoe of this. But drink was a low percentage. I've tried baileys n also
Jd homey (obviously not together) n they seem to cancel out the 3-fpm so I knocked them on the head.

Are you sure it's not ok to have alcohol n stims because Dan n a few others seem to do this. Are they just lucky or is it a case of them being more experienced drug users?

Evey

 

[BigG]

Evey I'm leaving BL now as I've got a lot of personal problems at the minute that I just can't deal with but before I go please knock the stims on the head. Your posts have got increasingly bizarre over the last week or two and people are very concerned. You may think this is hypocritical or whatever but it's not. Your just not in the right place mentally do be able to handle drugs of this nature. Disaster is the only course of action that can ensue from this. Everyone can see this bar yourself. You may think this is cruel or whatever but it's not. People are only trying to look out for you Please take care. I doubt you'll listen to this but before I go I had to say what everyone else is thinking......

Im off now folks and unfortunately I won't be back....

Thank you to everyone for your kindness over the last few years and I wish everyone lots of love and good luck k over the coming years.....
So long everyone xxxx