^you know it's RIGHT NOW that you should throw your dope away and never use it again don't you SS? I'm on probably a minimum of 240mgs of oxycodone per day up to say 320mg per day. I think I've been at that dosing schedule for 6 months or sdrip.r a total of 22months every day use - at about the 16 hr mark between doses I'm getting quite sick (but nowhere near the peak of the WD) whereas 6 months ago, I could get to the 25hr mark between doses and still feel pretty good, in pain, but not sick or ill feeling. Lol back then I thought I was starting to get sick but I knew nothing compared to say just 20mins ago when I took 140mgs of oxy, I feel like utter shit until 10-15mins passes and I'm well again with some mild to moderate analgesia. I think back to my first 20mgs and how much pain relief and euphoria I would get, I looked at an 80mg pill with reverence and caution thinking, "how the hell could someone eat a whole one!".......i can eat 4 of them now and get good pain relief for 4-6hrs and a mild buzz, I would have died or come close to it if I did that amount with an opiate naive body.
You got the addict mind set mate, the compulsion to use. I was clean from my DOC's (stims namely meth/amph/mdma) for 9 years. Got hit with a super traumatic experience coupled with pain, and fast forward two years and I've got a monkey on my back.
I pity us all, I wish you the best of luck SS, I really do mate, take care.