ChickLovesSpeed
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Not new to adderall. Been binging for 8 months or more. Tolerance skyrocketed so I've had to take breaks and that doesn't reall. Work I just keep dosing.
Recently, even days off the meds, I hear things ... not crazy things.. But normal everyday things... Whispering, Car door slamming , phone ringing, doorbell .. I've even checked my doorbell batteries / equipment several times because the chime was so faint I assumed something was wrong with it... Nothing wrong with it other than its IN MY HEAD
So last night I decided that I needed to be productive for at least 24 hours so I picked up my script for XR 20 milligrams and popped 3 caps at 9p.m. with 400 mgs of caffeine, sodium bicarb.. magnesium.. The usual
Then that wasn't working so I took another ..
Lasted til 3 am
Took another 60mgs, same cocktail.
Then I must have taken more and don't remember because there are 10 missing as of now..
Whatever ... Nothing I haven't done many times before. Matter of fact that is a lite dose. I go through 2 bottles in a weekend.
Onto why I'm writing this. I'm freaking out .. I've NEVER had ANYTHING like this happen and I'm scared.
I hope this makes sense :
two hours ago, I realized that I have been rearranging the furniture in the same room for about six and a half hours and it still looks the same...
Typical Yes.
I picked up my phone To check my email text messages Twitter etc. On my Instagram news feed there was a picture of a man who have never seen before it was a very muscular fit person and to be honest he looked a little bit intimidating so I saw that and then read the caption.. it said @ my username" I am coming for you"
I started thinking maybe I know this guy and it was a joke... So I Attention to the spelling and its very very odd how this happened that is 1 letter off ...of my username.... it wasn't even my username that he tagged it was a username just with one letter out of place from mine
I'm thinking oh that's very odd first of all I saw that somebody has such an odd username almost identical to mine second is odd that it shows up on my timeline and I don't even know this person
So I refreshed the screen, and it disappeared and I can't find it anywhere. I can't find either his username or the person that he tagged I can't find anything in my timeline with this picture on it ..it is gone..
*POOF*
I'm afraid I'll be hiding in a corner from the boogeyman before too long...
What is happening? Why all of a sudden on a lower dose this happens? I have had a lot of problems lately with overheating like I will have to wear ice packs around my neck and behind my knees and on my head and I still can't get cool my skin just burns and my head pounds and I can feel heat radiating off my skin I've even gotten a rash from it ... When I get so hot... And then there are bruises all over my body ... Crazy things..
I'm still not convinced that I imagined it its just too big a coincidence I'm going back to search and see what I can find it's just crazy
Thanks for letting me ramble and I'm sorry for sounding like a silly child ?
Recently, even days off the meds, I hear things ... not crazy things.. But normal everyday things... Whispering, Car door slamming , phone ringing, doorbell .. I've even checked my doorbell batteries / equipment several times because the chime was so faint I assumed something was wrong with it... Nothing wrong with it other than its IN MY HEAD
So last night I decided that I needed to be productive for at least 24 hours so I picked up my script for XR 20 milligrams and popped 3 caps at 9p.m. with 400 mgs of caffeine, sodium bicarb.. magnesium.. The usual
Then that wasn't working so I took another ..
Lasted til 3 am
Took another 60mgs, same cocktail.
Then I must have taken more and don't remember because there are 10 missing as of now..
Whatever ... Nothing I haven't done many times before. Matter of fact that is a lite dose. I go through 2 bottles in a weekend.
Onto why I'm writing this. I'm freaking out .. I've NEVER had ANYTHING like this happen and I'm scared.
I hope this makes sense :
two hours ago, I realized that I have been rearranging the furniture in the same room for about six and a half hours and it still looks the same...
Typical Yes.
I picked up my phone To check my email text messages Twitter etc. On my Instagram news feed there was a picture of a man who have never seen before it was a very muscular fit person and to be honest he looked a little bit intimidating so I saw that and then read the caption.. it said @ my username" I am coming for you"
I started thinking maybe I know this guy and it was a joke... So I Attention to the spelling and its very very odd how this happened that is 1 letter off ...of my username.... it wasn't even my username that he tagged it was a username just with one letter out of place from mine
I'm thinking oh that's very odd first of all I saw that somebody has such an odd username almost identical to mine second is odd that it shows up on my timeline and I don't even know this person
So I refreshed the screen, and it disappeared and I can't find it anywhere. I can't find either his username or the person that he tagged I can't find anything in my timeline with this picture on it ..it is gone..
*POOF*
I'm afraid I'll be hiding in a corner from the boogeyman before too long...
What is happening? Why all of a sudden on a lower dose this happens? I have had a lot of problems lately with overheating like I will have to wear ice packs around my neck and behind my knees and on my head and I still can't get cool my skin just burns and my head pounds and I can feel heat radiating off my skin I've even gotten a rash from it ... When I get so hot... And then there are bruises all over my body ... Crazy things..
I'm still not convinced that I imagined it its just too big a coincidence I'm going back to search and see what I can find it's just crazy
Thanks for letting me ramble and I'm sorry for sounding like a silly child ?
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