Gonna go off on a little rant here -
Yeah i agree, i had a friend that would do something similar to this, he'd get a bunch of Xan bars , like 20, then he'd take them all and get drunk. He'd wake up at parties and not know what was going on, thinking someone stole his Xans...
A few years later he shot himself in the head while coming down off of drugs, after a gf broke up with him.
He was my best friend too.
His father would purchase him Xanax off the internet.. (rather than going to a doctor, who may or may not prescribe what he wanted)
Good thing he never found out about RCs.
Granted he was one of those spoiled type of kids, with both parents as lawyers ,
And granted that i stopped hanging out with him because he could not stop the cycle of drug abuse and partying, he was still a good guy who never bothered or hurt anyone in the entire world .
But- someone, if not another one of his friends because i stopped chillin' due to everyone winding up dead, in jail, or on drugs (and i didnt wanna be around that) - could have said something. His father could have done something. His father purchased him 3 different vehicles after he wrecked them all. He started with a Mazda RX 8 , he crashed that, and his father buys him a 50th anniversary Corvette.
I mean his father coulda done something for him. His friends coulda done something for him (yea i tried, i tried to help all my friends)
But i figured out after a while that even after giving them #s to suboxone drs, and trying to help them in every way possible, they were never going to revert to their former selves.
Its unfortunate as all my friends turned into d bags......
But honestly I know i am better off for not hanging out with these types of people.
While not hanging out with them, i managed to start a business, and get myself off of oxycodone/hydrocodone (and suboxone, but i had to go back on it & take a very very low dosage of sub (1 to 2mg) as i have very bad TMJ)
My ear dr(s) prescribed me baclofen, flexirl, soma & meloxicam (mobic) {mobic , can give you ulcers very easily! fK that stuff.}
NONE OF THESE MEDICINES WORKED!!!
So i had to go back onto Suboxone & ClonazePAM.
Soma & Flexirl made me feel awful! It didn't help the pain at all and it gave me that "somnolence" feeling. Where you are very tired but you cannot sleep .
So yea, after going back on Suboxone & clonazepam, my pain has subsided, clonazepam works 1000x better for me for muscle relaxtion, and sleep.
Suboxone also helps tremendously with the pain.
Etizolam, also works EXTREMELY well for sleeping. It also helps with the jaw pain, like clonazepam.
So in my experience, if anyone has TMJ, try a benzo instead of a muscle relaxer.
Anyways, thanks for reading
Looking forward to trying Clonazolam and the other new RC benzos however i wish there were more US to US vendors.