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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: N-Dimensional Funhouse of Possibilities

I love "In the Flowers" when that drop happens after they say, "If I could just leave my body, for a night." MPP is the downright best psychedelic pop album I've ever heard! I'm so sad that I'm just a 22 year old, I totally missed out on AC's best touring years... Although the Centipede Hz tour ROCKED!

On the topic of love-life... It's like, I really don't want to leave my girlfriend, I truly don't. Sometimes, like on Halloween last month, we have phenomenal sex. She is a beautiful girl, she truly is... It's just. God, why did the universe have to put a damn code in my genetics telling me to fuck everything that moves??!
 
We never spoke again.
It was never the same.



You are not real :)
 
Holy shit, I was just given a really huge opportunity, doing a bunch of work on a web site but much greater than that, becoming the web presence and social media manager/person who contacts the manufacturers of similar products, negotiates bulk pricing, and orders them so this company can sell them on Amazon. I will get commission based on how much extra money this managing/ordering work brings in, and a great hourly rate for the web design (and there's a very significant amount of it to do). Obviously the commission is the big deal because this is a small company that is growing very fast and the sky's the limit. Last year they had ~$529,000 in online sales just on Amazon alone, and they also want me to open up business in Google marketplace and any other online sales market that seems good to use. My head is kinda spinning now, the company only has 4 employees including the owner and sort of me now I guess (as an independent contractor). The owner is the coolest guy, really friendly and casual (he was calling me "dude" and "man" a lot) and generous. I think I really impressed him, he gave me the work on the spot.

It will be a lot of work and hard in some ways, but I absolutely can't pass it up and I'm really giddy about it right now... I think this is exactly what I need to transform my situation from getting by but still with money stress to having more than enough and saving a lot every month, and fixing stuff on my house, car, etc without having to worry or go into debt. Also it's probably the boost I need to start focusing more again on advancing myself, rather than having fun and altering my brain like I've been doing since the summer.

Whoo!

If you read this brother-man, thanks again for hooking me up with the interview. <3
 
Awesome, Xorky. You deserve it.

I keep telling my wife I want to move to Asheville, but unfortunately it's not too conducive to her work, at least for now. I want to live somewhere cheaper so I can eventually work part time while raising a family. Also considering the Pacific NW, though I can't complain about SF and will probably be here for the next few years.

In other news, I had my first real trip in years a couple weeks ago. I'd taken low dose LSD a couple times, but it had been too long since I'd taken the plunge. Took a good dose of LSD and opened up the doors, cleared out some cobwebs. Psychedelics can be good medicine, all the more so if taken sparingly. I'll probably go back there a few times in the coming months. I've also been in open-ended psychotherapy recently which I hope will help me better integrate these experiences.
 
I hope you're all good Help!?

dude I just watched this french movie called Belle du jour. It made prostitution seem super classy lol I wish prostitution were legal. I'd have sex with a lot of people if they weren't gonna hurt me and I was getting paid lol

also 240xlover I'm really vibin with your post about being incapable of ignoring attractive women. That's some real shit dude a few of my friends agree.
 
Dondante said:
Awesome, Xorky. You deserve it.

I keep telling my wife I want to move to Asheville, but unfortunately it's not too conducive to her work, at least for now. I want to live somewhere cheaper so I can eventually work part time while raising a family. Also considering the Pacific NW, though I can't complain about SF and will probably be here for the next few years.

In other news, I had my first real trip in years a couple weeks ago. I'd taken low dose LSD a couple times, but it had been too long since I'd taken the plunge. Took a good dose of LSD and opened up the doors, cleared out some cobwebs. Psychedelics can be good medicine, all the more so if taken sparingly. I'll probably go back there a few times in the coming months. I've also been in open-ended psychotherapy recently which I hope will help me better integrate these experiences.
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Nice man, yeah occasional psychedelic experiences are so good for a person, at least for people who react well to them. Glad you had a good/useful trip. :) And it would be so awesome if you moved to Asheville... I hope you do sometime. I was just talking to another PD person who wants to move here and apparently rent is super cheap here, I bet ESPECIALLY compared to San Francisco... I have a mortgage so I don't know first-hand but I am told it's easy to find a good 2 bedroom/1 bath duplex or the like for about $600/month. It's probably more downtown but as I hear it SF has some of the highest cost to live of anywhere in the country.

SONN said:
I hope you're all good Help!?

dude I just watched this french movie called Belle du jour. It made prostitution seem super classy lol I wish prostitution were legal. I'd have sex with a lot of people if they weren't gonna hurt me and I was getting paid lol
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Haha! I thought you were about to say you would have sex with a lot of prostitutes but no, you'd BE a prostitute. =D =D That would probably be a more enjoyable job for a man than for a woman.
 
Xorkoth said:
Nice man, yeah occasional psychedelic experiences are so good for a person, at least for people who react well to them. Glad you had a good/useful trip. :) And it would be so awesome if you moved to Asheville... I hope you do sometime. I was just talking to another PD person who wants to move here and apparently rent is super cheap here, I bet ESPECIALLY compared to San Francisco... I have a mortgage so I don't know first-hand but I am told it's easy to find a good 2 bedroom/1 bath duplex or the like for about $600/month. It's probably more downtown but as I hear it SF has some of the highest cost to live of anywhere in the country.
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I got in a few years ago and rent control is helpful, but 1BR units in my building are currently going for $3000/mo! That's about average for my neighborhood. It's absurd.
 
Holy shit man, that's about as much as I make period. 8o Sounds even worse than NYC.
 
Fuck that for rent! Our 3 bedroom/double garage townhouse costs $470/week, which is half of my income alone...But I'm only paying a third of it myself
 
Jeez, barely two days after I get out my mother feels it's okay to throw a flurry of pejoratives at me and tell me to just get over my problems (what she would call a constructive lecture). Talk about a toxic living situation. :| This happened because I was precisely on time to catch the train to LA for my outpatient thing, but the train was two minutes early, so I missed it.
 
^Maybe you should contemplate moving out...? IME, parents are often more of a burden then anything. :\ At least mine are (were). I feel like unconditional love might be fictitious, and the expectation of such is crushing to both parties....

I'm really glad you are 'okay' brother, I was worried thinking I wouldn't hear from you again :( But you're here still :) <3

I sincerely hope you find happiness <3
 
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I want EQUALITY. I will not rest until HETEROSEXUAL MALE PROSTITUTES BECOME A THING lolll

I got so drunk the past few days. I have only slept from passing out and not remembering how I got there but I actually feel like really damn good. I did about a .1 of MXE last night and a tad of etizolam so that definitely added to me getting catatonic again. Since my heavy DOC trip I have been getting way too fucked up like every weekend :\ but what can ya do. It's similar to the last breakup I had (which coincided with a heavy DOC trip as well), except I'm not really sad and I don't feel super alienated from my peers :eek:

It's like I'm constantly time warping because I'll just wake up and have to recollect a chronological series of events that brought me to here and now. Does that mean I'm a safety hazard? like if I have this weird part of my brain that enjoys being way too fucked up am I a dangerous person to be around? I hope not. I'm just wondering if ending up in the loony bin that night would have helped me. I just feel like I need someone to pick my brain and see if they can get heads or tails of this shit
 
"I'll have sex with you if you'll have sex with me" - now that's an even trade. :)
 
So I hung out with friends last night, had some MXE, and some of them had methylone too. Then when we left, one friend accidentally grabbed the MXE bag instead of his methylone and thought it was methylone, when he got back he and another friend he lives with took methylone-sized doses of the MXE and proceeded to have the most intense experiences of their lives. Whoops!
 
Xorkoth said:
So I hung out with friends last night, had some MXE, and some of them had methylone too. Then when we left, one friend accidentally grabbed the MXE bag instead of his methylone and thought it was methylone, when he got back he and another friend he lives with took methylone-sized doses of the MXE and proceeded to have the most intense experiences of their lives. Whoops!
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Lol! =D Reminds me of last night when i misplaced my bump tool and used a key instead. Needless to say, MXE taught me a thing or two about eyeballing, hah.

It's a reoccurring lesson.
 
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